Haha, recently very very busy, everyday alot of things happen but i dont have time to note them all down :D But just hahaha, very happy lor! Everyday is fun and H-A-P-P-Y. And the stupid barbara anyhow, buay tahan. On the bus, make me laugh until i buay tahan. Lol. I think melanie will feel so paiseh la. Blame it on bbk kay, cos it is she anyhow talk crap one :D Yes seriously, bbk what are friends for right?! HAHAHHAHAH, and so i will announce, EH VALERIE, BARBARA WANTS YOU TO BE HER BFF! :D

Oh and and, I am going back to ny to be relief teacher from next monday, for another 3 weeks. WOAH. Hahahaha, 3 weeks i have to wake up super early liaoz :0 And haiyo next week got advanced paper liaoz, my cutest student, you jiayou hor!!! If not you go find stanley. MUST JIAYOU OKAY! your tcher here very concern.

okie, i keep laughing and i dont know what to type anymore :D

But i won't forget this, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE :D HAPPY 19th.

P.s wileen take good care of yourself in usa :D


All my words seemed to be buried 10 thousand feets under the ground. I don't have the courage, to be brave, just once. Just because, not everyone has a chance to do everything over again. It's too late, I'm sure.

Haha, one photo to spice this space a little. Well, you see, one is enough, because there is a super cute and funny person in this photo. HAHAHAHA.. Just smile and accept whatever I have typed in the previous sentences :D

Hmm, i took a scary cab that day. Lol, but well its sacry cos we haven't seen a ____ woman driving a cab before. She has loads of vulgarities in her dying to come out. Although i dont understand but I know she is swearing. She drove us everywhere ard s'pore but not geylang east swimming complex. And omgz she took like 2 min to return me my change... My stomach and heart were already screaming so hard inside me. HAHAHA. worst taxi experience.

On a high note, ny girls beat jjc :D Next game with vjc @ sbc tmr. But rather i am more excited for zhss match WOHOOOOOOOOO. it's semi finals, omgz really hope they can win! YAY.

I need to go, will continue after i come home BYE

I feel like i really need to do alot of things, but I am lazy :S I wanna buy new shoes, bags, clothes. Hahaha, but I am lazy to go out and do the shopping. HAHA CRAZY. I am feeling super l-a-z-y. I feel like eating durian. Ms tang and ms yau, bring me go tmr :0 HAHAHAHA Lol, i downloaded mall cop, but i am too lazy to watch. WTH? HAHAHAHA

Okie, i am seriously hopeless, I wanna swim but i dont feel like changing, omg! I am lazy to the max. I am feeling hungry now, but i dont feel like cooking, i dont feel like going out to buy. OMG. If you poke me right now, lazy juices will flow out :0 HUNGRY HUNGRY.

Can someone buy me lunch, buy me new clothes, shoes and bag and send it to my house? HAHA LOL.

When we are young, everything feels like the end of the world. But it isn't :D


Scarlet, before you go through with this, I want to remind you of September 7 1988, it was the first time I saw you. You were reading Less than zero. you were wearing a Guns n Roses T-shirt, I've never seen anything so perfect. I remember thinking that I had to have you or i would die. And when you expressed that you love me, I did the homecoming dance, and i felt so peaceful and safe. Because I know that no matter what happens, from that day on, nothing can ever be that bad, because I had you. And then I, I.. I grow up and I lost my way. And I blamed you for my failures. And you think you are right to do this today, but I don't want you to. But I guess, if I love you, I should let you move on.

Lol, I think it was like this. :D You are the best decision that I've made, and I just forgot. Spirit guy, come find me. I want to be 17 again. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH but walauuuuu I dont have a picture of me anywhere in school la :l LOL

FREE CONE DAY yesterday :D SO HAPPY!


:D LOL i read some of my past emails just. Well, i was really very xinfu last time (: Really very very very very very very, I just cant stress enough. Really. Just wanna say thank you. Seriously :D I am sorry that things screwed up soemhow, but still, sincere thanks.

Okay, one week has passed! :D I am back from my relief teaching. Wohooooo. So fun can. Lol, ny students are all so funny. Especially the J1s, they are so funny, that they make me can't stop umchio-ing when i am with them. Hahaha. Cute J1s man. Hahaha, all the classes under me had muscle aches after my pe. Hahaha, my pe is torturing de lor, but everyone of them do pe till so happy. They are like omgz funny, its fun to be a jc pe teacher!!! But some J2s will show that face, like they super hate pe, and i will get pissed too. But well, the J1s simply make me super happy again. They will go like"TEACHER TEACHER TEACHER!" excitedly when they see me, or a mass "GOOD MORNING MS YUEN" followed by a bow, HAHAHA, they are like super hilarious. And i think ny studennts really not bad, they ask for permission for things and i think the PE culture in ny is good, thats why its like this :D They either address me as "Mam" or "Teacher", because. hahaha i always never introduce who I am. But not bad, "MAM" HAHAHHAHA. Lol but some know my surname is yuen, so yar lor, MISS YUEN =.=

Overall, the relief teaching experience was marvelous. What's more, i got to eat on fried food day and they had a carnival on fri :D Quite fun. I won myself a giraffe soft toy. Lol, very cute. And so many students say they wanna dunk me la. Cos there was this dunking machine, but i hahahah dont dare, and hahaha, dont want them spend so much money to dunk me la, to dunk one teacher need $50. Hahaha lol, i told them i am more expensive, to dunk me, need $100. Hahaha.

Yeap, and i was able to go anywhere i want when i have no lessons, so i went up shopping for stuffs for my moe teaching scholarship selection test interview. Omg, so rush la. And and i watched my juniors played against scgs that day, ZHSS WON! I feel so happy when they are leading la, me and barbara practically went crazy! HAHAHA, and when we won, i really felt like crying. HAHAHAHHA lol, emo mama, cos hor, i feel very happy. Coach so nice, he always let me like play a part in the team, he say like this then i will be able to feel the satisfaction of winning. And things a team have to go through together :D THANKS THANKS. and i am so happy for jiaolian la, cos i know he is really happy that zh won.

Oh yea, and i bought my formal wear, but it was a disaster, ms sim and mr gary neo totally failed me. They end me driving me to city hall area to shop for clothes for me. They brought me to tailor make my blouse. And then they walk around to find suitable court shoes for me. OMG! I feel like so thankful la. So good sia. Oh and i borrowed bag and jacket from catherine, thank you senior! And also walau just nice xin's blouse and court shoes fit me la. PHEW. I went to the selection test. And ........ er the test was just disastrous. It is difficult la can, and so short of time. =.= And i dont really see how those questions is link to their choice to award the scholarship. The test is so... I dont knw how to describe. Okay but at least it was over. Thanks for those who prayed and wished me good luck, STUPID SHEILA NV PRAY!

Last week was a blast, too many things happen. And woah, blog till now also havent finish saying. Okie, and and yea saw the other side of serene. HAHAHAH lol. Okay and did i say another J1 found me to tuition her. Yar lor, i dont rmb her face alr, because last week see too many new faces, i dont rmb anymore. Okie :D Mid years is coming, i really hope my students can ace. Okie i will do my best , will do my best!!

I am feeling hungry liaoz, :( Oh yesterday met up with ci :D Fun as ever. I have a new love now. Sausages. :D I like sia. I keep eating and eating. Ci rocks. The feeling always stays. Hahaha. And meihui is still a good story teller like ever, it is forever so exciting :D Hahaha, ytd i went lesson with liesl, yay at least not so bored cos got company! :D And i fell asleep while sitting on the floor. Walau liesl laugh so loud that everyone turn around and look at me la! Okie, sorry sorry. Hahhahahah.

Okie i am going to meet the stupid head for lunch before i head to ny for tuition and training :D BYEBYE.


My mind is full of tioman tioman tioman. I wanna a weekend getaway! Omg, i really feel like going. Sheeler says she will bring me there. I hope she mark her words. Sheila, if you break your words, i will get you a new teacher, HAHAHHAHA. Complain to agent also no use. I wont take you back. So please, bring me to tioman okay! Tugs your sleeves, bring me go okay? :D I wannnna eat the seafood there, go diving, go beach there and just relax. OMGZ, i wanna go tioman. Bring me go bring me go. Pleads :0

I wanna go i wanna go i wanna go :D :D Now april sia, 4 months to uni life. BRING ME GO TIOMAN :D


Sometimes, i just wonder whether all these is worth it. I hope that whatever I have done can make a difference, I hope you feel it and I hope you put in the effort too. Because I did all these for you. I got the similar feeling, that you don't know why I care so much. Sometimes i guess we shouldnt really aim to change someone because it's not easy at all.

Ytd there was a sharing, and i got to know this story.

There was this girl who left home in anger after a quarrel with the mom. She was so angry that when she left home, she didn't even bring her phone and wallet. As she walk aimlessly on the streets, she grew hungry. She regreted leaving her house. As we walk, she stop outside this noodle shop. The shop owner asked her "Do you want a bowl of noodles?" She replied, "Yes, but i don't have any money with me" But being very kind, the shop owner, said that it will be a treat and invited her into the shop for a bowl of noodles. The girl also told the shop owner abt the quarrel she had with her mom and why she is now idling around. While eating the bowl of noodles, the girl teared. She felt very touched that the shop owner is so kind to treat her a bowl of noodles even though they are stangers. (LOL I KNOW THIS IS VERY =.=, but hahahahha, let me continue) And so the shop owner came, "why are you crying?" Girl said, "because you are so kind to treat me noodles" The shop owner replied, "We are strangers, and you felt so touched just because i treated you one bowl of noodles" He continued, " Do you how many bowls of noodles have your mom treated you, how many meals she had prepared just for you? So why didn't you cry everytime you are having a meal at home, or you mom pays for your meal?"

(: Funny isn't it? A simple story that really shows how we always take things for granted. Especially those who are the closest to us, like our family. We often take our family for granted. Hahaha, we must really learn to observe the things people are doing for us and be really appreciative, because not everything is li suo dan ran :D


I seriously wanna die alr. Very very tired everyday. Wa piangs, just now on the bus i totally sleep can. Sleep till the interchange, must have been super unglam. But i couldn't care less alr, cos i really buay tahan, i super tired :( OMGZ. wo yao si diao liaoz.

Ytd went out with class :D Very fun. Lol me and joan have been like waiting for each other smses for weeks la, Hahahahaha. funny. Lol okie and my classmates read my blog. Hahahah, so hello! I didn't know la, cos i never really share my add. But i dont mind anyway :D OKIE I AM SUPER TIRED. Met the class and we went to queue at astons. I was like super hungry cos i didn't ate lunch. By the time we settle in and got a seat it was 1 hr later. And the food came 30 mins after, walau aye, super hungry can! Hahaha, but in the end i eat till i wanna explode. Hahaha, their potato salad very nice (: Not bad sia, 15 people turned up. :D

After that the girls, we went to the ICE MONSTER at ps. Hahaha, wooooooow the durian and mango thingy super nice. Especially their durian, eat till super xinfu. It was so funny to see kim's face la, laugh till my face go red. She champion sia. Hahahaha, lol seriously i should date kim and joan out to have a durian feast soon. Lol, i very long never eat alr la! Hahaha, and anyone to wants to go eat durian also can come. Hahahah, and okie i think i might put up a tagboard soon since people keep saying :D

Okie, i very tired. I go bathe then go out liaoz. Everyone take care :D


Guess i should just do some blogging to kill time. Actually now supposed to be having tuition de, but last minute cancelled, xia la, make me dont know what to do now. Hahaha. Joan say good. Where got good? No money leh. At first will have $240 into my pocket one, now no more. SOBS. Today will get paid de lo :S Lol must be alison yvonne they all kidnap serene. Next week i go nyjc be relief teacher, you all die. HAHAHAHA, somemore i will take you all de class, make you all run track :D i will torture you all. Run track for 1h!

Okay, have to wait till 1h later then got things to do. Have class dinner at astons. And i am going to buy my slippers, wohoooo :D What colour what colour leh? Hahaha, i still dont know how much i will be paid per day as a relief teacher, like $90? Hope i can run off to watch the junior's match on tues :D

Ytd went cat's house to play mahjong, they are super sly can. They checked the calender and their horoscopes, say ytd is a "WANG" day for them, that's why they wanna play mahjong. So crap la, and seriously, they wang until they suck the money out of me. But nvm, i think i ate cat's house until there's nothing left. I finished the muffins, ice cream and chips. Hahahahah. And towards the end, i used my shi qi to win them. Hahaha, really super funny sia, i shout shout shout and the tiles i want just come and come. Okay wanna watch handsome suit, sniper, knowing and mall cop soon. But like a bit no time. Maybe later can watch :DD

And hello people, i am going for class outing okay. Don't always say i never go. I now very active le hor! :D Okay my blog sucks. wanna die liaoz. Hahaha tired die. seriously everyday reach home, i just go to my room and sleep. today sleep till10am :D And i slack till now... =.=

And now i am called hardcore tuition teacher -.- sian diao. Hahaha.


I feeel very tired, and I feel that i am more than busy than ever recently. Wanna die liaoz. I feel tired every second. And :s still got tuition later, i wanna die. I dont really look forward to grp tuition now. Cos hahaha, very tired, cos must manage so many small kids. Okay tmr is good friday, a holiday for me, i want to rest at home and take a good good rest before i chiong next week. oh btw is relief teaching from tues to fri. Okay chiong. After next week i needa go buy formal wear alr, if not i die. Oh okay, to answer questions, okay i recieved mail from both uni alr, NUS science and NTU chem. Yep, think will accept NUS ba. okay, i needa go tuition liaoz. RAR, bye bye

Oh yea, btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEENA. I am like super busy recently, so yea, will talk to you soon kay. Meanwhile take good care of yourself and don't grow too fat :D


Going out later to meet inez, chonglik and joshua :D And omg i can't believe chonglik is so retarded. He said "set ah tmr, the one who is late is turtle" OMGz, he how old already, 19 yrs old somemore going army still so childish. I was O.O stun. That is so unlike him :S Nvm. Hahaha. One last time before the guys go into army. Hahaha, hope when chonglik comes out, he can walk more manly=.= Hahaha. Okay i dont't feel like blogging hahah. Okay and i guess i will see my most irritating student later too hahahaa. LOL she make me laugh like crazy, she is so retarded, i buay tahan. faints. Yay look forward to this weekend, ms sim gonna treat our class to astons :D YAY. and and and, next week tues to thurs, i am going ny to be relief teacher, i think wed when i see the seniors, they sure will suan me like crazy :S Hahaha, i will go swimming tmr! must exercise :D


You turned your back and you walked away. Every step you took, drove me closer to hell. I struggled but managed to climb out from the dark corner, but the torment just wont go away. And everytime, the wounds- they burn.


ZHSS BASKETBALL ROCKSO :D Very happy for them. Lol, it is the first time i ever cheered like this for a team. Hahaha, i think i train alot with zhss till i really care for them liaoz. Its like they are my team like that. Like 12 little sisters. Hahahaha. Lol. Very happy when you see efforts bloom into results. Very happy for coach, very happy for the team, very happy that they actually did it :D It's the satisfaction, hehehehehehe yay coach will be in zhss for the next many many years liaoz. yahooooooooooooooo!

Went CDAC for meeting. Settled things. Took the train back home to rest cos i was very tired. I talked to A on the way back. Hmmm, okay ba, things not as bad now, maybe he is not as bad as what i think. Okay la, try to maintain good rs with boss better la hor, if not life will be miserable :S Fu yan a bit lor :D had tuition lo, now my class is like increasing in size every week :0 More and more students. BU YAO! i want as little as people per class, if not i will sore throat like crazy.


I have got the cutest student on earth HAHAHAHAHAHA.


Somehow or rather, it feels great from yesterday :D As in you could see that slowly, your students are opening up to you. Like you become their friend and they share with you everything that happens in school, things that they love and things that they don't. People that they are close with in school and those that they dont. Problems with their friends, problems with school work. And things that are just going on in their life. Yep, I think it is super cool :D

And even though my throat is killing me and i dont even feel like talking a bit. Haha, but cute students like this, omgz, make me feel like pinching their cheeks. HAHAHA. Seriously if sheila is my sister, i would have die laughing long time agoz. And hahaha, i am actually thankful i have got my brother :D Okay i am gonna watch training later. haha, did i tell you guys i love zhss. As in the zhss juniors, hahahaha, yes i think i said before, they make me feel so happy. Their innocence, the way they are just makes you cant agree more that life can be just so simple and yet so happy and fulfilling :D

I agree with coach. I see his effort bloom. And i feel all is worthwhile. And i hope the juniors really get that too :D