went suntec and marina square today..
fun eh..
went to the tour fair at suntec with my mother..
booked..
5D 4N.. from 6 dec-10dec...
$529 i think..
quite reasonable..
but i not going..
my mother and brother going..
that means i'll get 5 days of free bird day..
hahaz..
bad girl huh..
haz..

tml got schooll..
nid copy alot hmwk..
will see ty coming with crutches...
hahaz..
eh faster recover ah..
jiayous..

ye qu NICE..
hahz..
today mood very good..
in the end was so hunngry..
went HAN'S eat..
wah so nice..
when hungry everything seem so nice..

"IF U ARE TIRED, OTHERS WILL ALSO BE TIRED"
"WHEN U SUFFER, OTHERS WILL ALSO SUFFER WITH U"
so never give up...
give the best shot..
since i was given this chance..
i must work hard..
i wanna work hard..
jiayouX..

--------------------------------------

they are still the best..

i cannot live without them..

rock on..

c.i..

i feel my tears more..
exceptionally more..
because..
a missing puzzle in my life..
where were you all
i really hate this..
although u all are not to be blame
because u all are not in the best mood either..
but i guess at least u all come online..
don't you..?
but do u even care...
but i am rather disappointed..

so wat if i am in..
i am not happy..
because the missing piece is not yet found..
i cant seem to find it..
mayb its all fated..
i made my choice...
i wan to persevere..
but how long can i stand..
hope it could be forever..
i want to do my best..
although i noe its very difficult..
but it also meant less time with em..
go with ur heart..
and be happy?..
my eyes are tired..
strained..
with the nap, its still not enough..
mayb i am thorougly tired myself..
my mind and thoughts..
overwhelmed of a sudden..

i just hope monday can come faster..
because..
school is the place where my missing puzzle can be found..
hope its reachable..

hope ty leg faster recover..
den can come back training..
to train with us..
we will improve together..
and do not be afraid of any odds..
u are a strong girl..
jiayoux...
believe in urself..

and now..
meihui..
you have to be strong..
although u might feel lost now..
but no matter wat..
you still have us..
we will surely stand by you no matter wat..
its a tough odeal..
but u have to go thru it surely..
try to fang xia bahz....
he might not be the guy for you bahz..

once again..
i have allowed tears to drip..
inside me..
i can feel my heart broken into pieces..
shattering..
just like glass..
being dropped onto the floor..
i can hear it crack and break in front of me..
the hopes that i see again..
is shattered within a moment..
i guessed it wud happen..
but why is it so fast..
mayb fast is also good bahz..
i am broken..
broken into pieces..
BROKEN..
i am really broken...
AGAIN...


when i wan to work hard again..
i now realise..
it was too late..
really too late..
i am just hopeless..
nv done anything smoothly in my life..
last yr and den now agn..
two big da ji...
i am just a failure..
SUCKS..
why is it liddat....!!!

haisssh...
this is really a sad sad day for me..
i hope now c.i is beside me..
or somebody..
ty...
i am obviously a failure..
i did not succeed in anything..
i NEVER...

perhaps is a good thing..
mayb now i dun have to fan abt this problem liaoz..
but just let me be for a few days..
after that i'll be fine..
but now...
haishh...
dun wish to say anything..
HAISH..
i am nothing but a failure..
nv accomplished anything in my life...
i am so damn shitty..
i SUCKS....

one after another..
keep coming..
to ask me similar questions..
answer till i a bit sianed..
felt like i was a recorder..
whose job is to repeat things over and over again..
kind of guilty somehow..
there came ms thor..
tingying, elaine, huiting, eileen, xinying..
and it goes on and on..

guessed i had to persevere..
i had to..
at least because of this..
yeah..
so happy can..
she agreed to come back to play..
yes....
she AGREED....
to come back to the team..
really wish to train together again..
SANDWICHED in between..
to go OR not to go..
but i guessed..
i am still happy..
at least..
i am not sad..
hahahz..
not that fan also..
just go with my heart think lo......
do guide me along..
thank you..

tml school ending at 9.30am...
great...
we'll be moving downstairs to sec4 class..
on 31 Oct..
we are officially announced as 4e3...
wOw..
sec 4 liaoz..
jiayoux ah..
however..
training starting at 10am..??!!..
so fast and early..
thought 11pm will be great..
but..
nvm...
got time let me eat and change can liaoz...
hahahz..
H-A-P-P-Y..
let me be happy..
just like now..

thank SKY thank GROUND...
for letting me be happy..
BE HAPPY..
i wished for everybody's happiness!!!

曲名：第一天 歌手：孙燕姿

下一个雨带
夏天傍晚
我都会期待
唱歌的踹 嘿
把心情都吵醒
月光甩啦很凉快
就是这样回忆起来
第一次告白
YOU GOTTA WALL I CAN
我装了很这些等你机械
很可爱
你说活在明天活在期待
不如活着今天的人在
我说我懂了会不会太快
未来你一定要展开
第一天我存在
第一次呼吸畅
快站在地上的脚踝
因为你而有真实感
第一天我存在
第一次浪漫去爱
爱是腾空的魔幻
第一天的纯真色彩
它总是永远那么灿烂
你很搞笑你很奇怪
你头发很乱
有的时候
你突会为我的事情
变得很勇敢
怎么说来很不单纯
你陪我看海
还那么来
我又好像
不应该把你想得有点坏
坏的是我发现不知不觉
不见到你不是很习惯
你的眼神里好像也期待
期待不一样的未来
第一天我存在
第一次呼吸畅
快站在地上的脚踝
因为你而有真实感
第一天我存在
第一次浪漫去爱
爱是腾空的魔幻
第一天的纯真色彩
它总是永远那么灿烂
蓝色的海
海上的鱼
应了那段
不转弯
那未来
你说活在明天活在期待
不如活在今天的自在
我说我懂了会不会太快
未来你一定要展开
第一天我存在
第一次呼吸畅快
站在地上的脚踝
因为你而有真实感
第一天我存在
第一次浪漫去爱
爱是腾空的魔幻
第一天的纯真色彩
它总是永远那么灿烂
永远那么灿烂
永远那么灿烂
FIRST DAY FIRST DAY
FIRST DAY FIRST DAY
FIRST DAY
TODAY EVERY DAY
FIRST DAY


had fire drill today..
squatted at the field for like 1 hr?..
i forgotten i did duck walks ytd..
den was squarting now so much..
get up very little..
in the end..
now muscle ache..
k fine..
hahaz..

went to shop for things today..
bought a bag..
not bad sia..
think some people will like it..
hahaz..
growing older liaoz sia..
muz be more matured ok..
dun be so childish...
hahhaz.. jk..
den actually wan buy smth for miic bdae..
but duno wat to buy..
saw a lot of things that wan buy..
but in the end..
didn't..
walked till 7 smth..
but in the end at j8..
no variety..
nth to buy also..
tml i think go see see again bahz.

nth special today..
but hahhz...
ok considered HAPPY?..
hahaz...
ok..
yeah i am happy..

wah jay chou rocks..
ye qu very nice..
hahaz..
he so cool can..
hahhaz...
wha look forward to collect the album...
ahh..
hahha..

school today was slack..
only attended one maths period..
den no more..
den after school was training..
actually really bu xiang go..
but everytime i go..
i wun regret going..
its actually really quite nice...
heehe..
today slack slack..
den i was singing and singing..
good mood sia..
haha

however was made to do duckwalks..
me and xy..
cos we LAUGH..
after training..
waiting for bus at bus-stop..
saw them walking past...
den me, xy, clara and yingru
was being lame
played superman ah superman..
spiderman ah spiderman..
and batman ah batman..
hahhaz..
lame la..
but quite fun la..
hahha...

yeah rememeber to stay positive..
nothing really affects if we can fang xia..
putting things down..
will also be a good solution..
can fang xia..
problems will cos be lessen..
then we will be HAPPIER..
life will nv be.. harder everyday..
hahaz..

i made up my mind..
although its really not as dreadful..
but that's my wish..
i chose to give up..
even thou it might make up part of my life..
and giving up is terrible..
but i still wan to make this choice..
because i believe..
i believe..
with the other half of my life..
life will still be as meaningful...
i really will make sure i live my life to my very best
everyday of my life..
i will try to be happy..
i want to fulfill this wish..
always think positive man..
jiayous...
yeah..

from now on..
i shall make my posts to be happy one..
i will try hard to make my everyday a happy one..
so i can post happy posts..
den pple will not ask me why my blog so sad one..
hahz..
i must be happy..
yo...
HAPPY HAPPY..
jiayous everybody..
those for REs..
jiayous..
zhss bball der jiayous..
c.i JIAYOUs..

oh.. now got super funkies.. derrick will be THERE..must watch..!!

ha..
you said it all..
the thing that i wanted to hear..
hahaz..
just rocks..

ok..
today went east coast..
was so scared by the flock of crows..
squat down immediately..
so many can..
nearly cried..
was realy very scared..
really have this phobia of crows..
somebody please help me cure it..
i will thank the person.. VERY MUCH..

then..
went to the rock there..
grace, kex, moO..
put their bags and shoes and went off play with water..
collected a lot sea shells..
as usual..
meihui took out her umbrella..
hahz..
den asked me questions and we talk lo..
for i think quite long bahz..
1 hr plus?..
until char called and we askk them come back..
hahz..
actually they quite near..
but they still communicate thru the phone..
hahz.
den kex was suay..
water splashed on her as she washes her leg..
hahaz.. got herself all wet..
den they played dai di..
me and mh play water..
den we test our endurance..
stayed in a position and stone..
with the waves splashing on us..
den hahz..
got all splashed..
till all wet..
and we stopped..

went to find them..
playing dai di still...
den mh join in..
i sit there watch..
got this man that smokes 3 sticks in a row..
in front of us..
den pollute the air..
then we changed into the shelter..
they still continue to play..
until a point, kex come play with me..
hhaz..
wanted to play..
superman ah superman..
batman ah batman..
spiderman ah spiderman..
but kexin keep on say dun wan..
den play..
seaweed ah seaweed..
hahahaz...
loser drinks the root beer..
hahahz..
abt after 4 hrs there..
we rushed to the mac toilet..
make the toilet becum long qeque...
den walked around parkway..
liked the children section..
hahaz.
got a lot of toys..
yeah..

oh tml got school.
but i haven do hmwk..
kae bahz..
bye bye...

my idol..
other than stephanie sun..
derrick ho..
and 5566..
the next ordinary person..
or shud i say more than ordinary person..
that i idolize..
the person which i will always look up to..
andrea wong..

i find mayday songs quite nice..
the lyrics also very meaningful...
from jue jiang..
"wo bu pa qian wan ren zu dang..
zhi pa zhi ji tou xiang... "

when it is absent..
i miss it..
but it returns..
i start to think if it
is better not to be around..
cos i felt misplaced..
i tot i have overcome..
but somewhere out there..
its still found in me..

its weird though..
my mind always seem to be faning abt smth..
one thing solve den got another..
never seem ending..
i only have a simple wish..
just to be happy..
is not that difficult right..
hahahz..
people now keep saying my entries..
all very sad der..
den miic and sihui ask me why everday so sad..
but i also dunno..
i hope my mind can take a rest..
from this busy and complicated place...
SET ME FREE...

hahahz.
thank god..
good news..
meihui is promoted..
hahz..
yeah..
happy for her...

went for training today..
today's training is not the one i will dread..
i dunno why..
but i giving second thoughts to wat i am feeling..
actually my decision was very firm but today..
it has shaken..
cos xinying said one thing..
" you suffer.. the team also suffer with you.."
this sentence..
this sentence that she said...
was quite aspiring..
and i feel that too today..
although i tired..
but pple are as tired..
but sometimes, i feel i am a blunder
to the team..
mayb i shud consider..
but wud i be happier if i chose to leave..
i dunno
give me some advice..

you are really a good observer..
such details..
and ur words are all so deep and meaningful..
i really look up to u...
truely..

yo.. they are back..
after 5 days..
ok..
hope to see them soon bahz..

went for training today..
was not that tough la..
but to me, maybe sort of a bit..
come back..
whole body wan to collapse..
falling into pieces..

you left..
left even before i cud say a word..
i have to hang on..
hang on till i have the courage to tell you..
i hope tml is possible..
i really hope so..
although mayb it is not as irritating..
and also quite good..
but in order for me to be happy..
and to stay problem-less...
you have to free me..
i noe i might be letting you down..
but having such thoughts..
already made me not fit to be in the team..
cos the happiness is gone..
and being there might be a blunder...
blunder to the team..

heys..
they will be back tml..
FINALLY..
after 5 long days..
how was the OBS..
did ya enjoy it?..
hahhaz...
this 5 days..
might be considered as the most dreadful week..
although five days not considered very long nor very short..
but..
so many things happened this week..
meihui..
haiz..
dunno wat to do to console her..
most probably have to retain..
cried a while over it..
den after recess..
still happily go play daidi..
hahz..
she arh..
but maybe is also good lo..
its better not to brood so much over it..
wat done is done..
the least that can be done..
is plead her mother..
and to plead the teachers..
den do well in REs..
hope things can go well for her..
things come so overwhelming this week..
that is a bit too much..
but nvm..
things gonna come to an end soon..
very fast..
it will come to an end..
please allow me..
and set me free..

went char house in the morning..
3 days down..
2 more days..
the best dream i had was ytd..
i dream of zax and stephanie sun..
wah so close contact..
wah i woke up, i was so happy can..
so nice, the dream..
really so happy that i was able to have such a nice dream..
blisful sia...
den after that went play badminton..
with xinying they all...
den went clara's house..
ty and huiting also..
talked to her lo..
i guess..
i am the one that has given up on myself...
just wanna apologise and say goodbye..
ahhaz.. quite rythm..

nice reading this comic..
handphone lovers..
wah so nice..
i wished i can be ma yi...
not as in ant..
but a name of a character in the comic..
so nice..

oh oh..
nothiing gonna change my love for you..
bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla..
hahz..
dunno the lyrics..
but i like the song..
thou a bit old..
but i find it nice..
heez..

i didn't keep my promise..
i didn't keep my promise..
i blaming myself a lot of times liaoz..
i promise to go for 6 more times..
to give u more time..
and me to think over it..
but if u dun insists..
i will stop now..
cos i have already made my final decision...
sorry..
i really sort of she bu de you..
you are really the best we can get..
but i still remains firm at my decision..
everything wouldn't change my mindset..
dui bu qi..
with a incapable leader..
a leader with no substance..
how long can it maintain?..
you judge it yourself...
i shall remain silence abt it..


you..
you were the one that once told me..
you'll take side on the person which is correct..
mayb last time, i mayb at fault..
but now..
is it still my fault?..
let me answer u..
nope.. not at all..
but the result..?
is still the same..
u still trusted her even she is wrong..
mayb i really see wrong in u le..
many pple said some things abt u..
but i chose not to believe..
cos i trust..
i trust u..
i trust that u are the fren which i noe..
the fren that i always trusted..

hahaz..
earning respect from so many pple..
seniors, juniors..
but i dun think u're worth..
just some empty vessels..
trying to create a din out of urself...
ears are born to listen..
even if the things are irritating..
just a person relevant to a dung
only going all out to mess with pple..
while in that case, i thank you..
treating u like a useless dump..
but u still save some energy to come
and squeeze some brain juices to think abt ur perfect speeches..
mayb if u spend more time and juices on ur studies..
perhaps..
u might even be in JC now..
not even nid to stick around my tail..
like some lost child running around..

yeah.. noe u very angry also.
but i cant help it..
you wan me to go thru this with those ruthless nonsense..
never..
i am not like before..
right b4 people returns
i can be tested..
and i shall show wat a person i can be..

true true..
life's a bit bland w/o them..
two people..
those two...
ok one day down..
just nid to overcome 4 more days..
just 4 more days to go..
hope it cud pas quickly with a breeze..

went out with huikuoon, pauline today..
and a guy that is yuhang or smth liddat la..
went douby ghaut..
ful house, is that place name i thing..
hhaaz..
played pool..
1 hr $6..
so if like 4 pple go den is like cheap can..
dunno at first..
played so stupidly..
but thanks to the guidance of huikuoon..
i have learnt how to play!!..
den can shoot in sia..
so proud can..
not bad..
me and huikuoon team..
while pauline and yuhang in another team..
den played numerous games..
den is like we keep on winning..
keep getting the stripes..
but nvm.. win can liaoz..
hahz..

hahaz.. peer tutoring nxt yr..
am one of the peer tutors can..
hahz.
only a maths la..
but hahhaz..
i only noe how to do in test..
ask me do in hmwk.. i probably dunno..
mrs singh nv come today agn...
and i haven touch her hmwk yet..
5 days le..
hahz..
training tml after school..
have assembly?..
eeeee..
i dun like assembly...

haahaz..
today keep on raining..
and raining..
news report say alot places in s'pore flooding..
hahz..
but mild mild de la..
but at least it shows i got see news..
hahz..

today went kexin house to take comics..
started to read until bk 3..
hahahz..
tml then start on bk 4..
den continued with harry potter..
hahaz..
being sort of a book worm liaoz..
hahah..
but at least today get to see kexin..
happier a bit..
den ytd went j8 there saw jo..
hahhz.
gosh..
she saw me in pink..
den she gave me that weird look..
as if she was saying " huh, angmoh in pink?"
haz..

yeah, according to kex..
tml they will still come to sch for flag raising..
so can see them..
before they leave..
5 days..
this days..
hahaz..
hope u all have a nice nice camp..

after sch..
shall have lunch before meeting my pri sch frens..
dunno where we meeting also..
hahz..
but am excited..
long time since i see them..
i rmb that time..
ah..
teachers da celebration..
AH.. 31/8..
memorable day huh..
mayb..
things ain't as bad as i have thought..
mayb the mood affects the thinking..
hahhz..

kinda nth much to say liaoz..
hahaz..
read blogs..

many things in this world..
that doesn't come in our way..
things doesn't act according to plan..
it makes parts of our life go a bit off track..
but it isn't the end..
life still goes on..

We are the masters of our lives..

hahahz.. being crappy la..

sometimes decisions made cant be undone
thus..
i hope i dun regret..
but since its not a final decision..
i still can alter it..
but after its a final decision..
i can only blame myself..
if things doesn't go on alright..
i guessed..
i have to keep my fingers cross..
=)

wah.. guess wat..

meihui is online!!... =)

thanks eveybody..
guessed i am feeling a lot better now..
really...
i can fang xia..
now sort of more relax?
dunno..
ha

think tml need to go oout buy ss books..
ms tan lo..
haiyo..
think of that..
monday..
kexin and grace will be going for OBS..
gone for like 5 days..
oh seh..
den char is having media club on monday..
and i have trainings on 2,4,5..
so left with wednesday...
and is an holiday..
aiyo..
will be a sian sian week next week..
hope everything goes on fine..

studies..
everybody have flung..
i guess..
me, not that satisfied either..
k la..
nvm..
Together..
BE HAPPY!
=)

i dunno..
i noe this i wat i feel..
but after telling u..
although i feel sad..
is a part of me..
but i think i'll be more relax now..
but i noe that my tears are shedding..
and i think is still i cared abt it..
i still love it..
but its very tough..
you say it..
give myslef till end of holiday..

ur a good coach..
best in the world..
definitely..
but i cant uphold it..
thanks, i treasure the times..
i guessed.. i make a right choice..
although with tears shedding..
even if i continued, i think i will break down one day..
sorry to everyone in the team..

but still have till end of school term..
in this period of time...
i shall treasure..
and i will work hard..
thanks pals...

sitting in front of this screen..
i doesn't seem to noe
of anything that i can write...
i dunno wat i wan say..
so many things i wan say..
should i?..
i dunno.. DUNNoO..
been very weak since then..
cant be compared to the others..
great stamina and speed..
who says i dun wan work hard..
but i cant take it..
is really very tiring..
a very great struggle to me..
I REALLY CAN'T TAKE IT!
but..
mayb u think is cos of other reason that i dun wan play..
but is not..
now i wan whole-heartedly play..
but with the unresolved quarrelling..
haiz..

we are friends b4..
even we cannot be good friends..
at least get over with it can?
is not that u are perfectly correct right..
knowing that ur wrong..
but not admitting them..
is it an act of a leader...
u have ur friends..
and i have mine..
not being good friends le..
does it mean we must be enemy..
dun even noe wat's on ur mind..
if u think it shud continue liddat..
den i also have nothing to say le..

yeaps the happy thing today..
got back results..
was better than expected.
i am satisfied..
the main thing : I PASSED PHYSICS!
thought i was going to fail..
my mother somemore ask me prepare for re-exam..
see..
now no nid le..
hahaz...

~even though life during exams
was very nervous and scary..
but i prefered it then..
cos i dun nid fan abt such things..
life is never fulfilling...

suki sushi..
indeed..
a place..
maybe a heaven..
perhaps..
the whole place is really nice..
wan visit there again..
but now a bit sick of sushi la..
haha

confused..
what are u trying to imply?
mayb i think too much..
but for u to say that..
is something not natural..
nvm..

having sort of a mixed feeling..
doesn't seem like moving..
being rooted to the ground..
yeaps..
i can go out..
but what's the point of going out..
and leaving halfway thru..
i dun like that..
i really dun..
sometimes i rather dun go out..
asking me to leave halfway..
i feel very* i dunno how to say..
but is not good..

but if i dun..
i will be so sian-ed and start going gaga..
ok la..
go out, u give me money..
but wat i wan is not money..
to me, money is not that important..
just let me out for once till 10..
i'll be most satisfied..
but i guess u wun..
even 8pm is a problem..
or mayb 730..

ok la..
dun wan think so much abt this..
hmm..
suddenly remembered that
i have not seen xinying
very long le..
hhahahz..

haish.....
now have one feeling..
a very definite one..
i miss c.i. loads....
going gaga soon..

so sian now..
haiyo..
reading harry potter bahz..
no nice tv shows..
quite a nice book..
but dun y'all bcum stone diao
after sitting down and read for so long..?
i do..
a lot of stoning althou the book is nice..
then make me sian..
hahahz...

ok yeaps..
tml goin out ah?
hmmm.....
inform me of the details b4 10pm can?
if not i will wait till neck bcum giraffee...
i'm waiting for you..
waiting for you..
waiting for you..
hahahz..
remind u of any song?
lingorilla??...( or probably lian-er)
u noe it, don't u huh...
hahha..
k...
lolx...

yeah..
hey guessed u all are enjoying urself at the animal farm huh?
hahaz...
while i am down here burying myself under harry potter..
hahz...
reading prisoner of azkaban again..
for the 4th time i thing..
hahahz...
my memory seems so poor..
i keep forgetting wat i read..
erm perhaps the last time i read it was last yr..
but hahaz..
sort of stupid thou..
think gonna start the fourth book..
by evening bahz..
ha

enjoy urselves at the farm ah..
hahaz..
p.s be good to the monkeys..
hahaz..

doesn't seem to noe wat's bothering..
hope and wished to noe..
just hope someone approaches..
and shares it with me..

its a big grp..
being able to maintan btw everyone
requires some hard work.
i guessed there is..
just wished i noe wat's on y'all mind..
to be nearby when anybody needs..
and to station near..
where they cud pour their hearts out
i wished i were 21..
i wished..
then....
i can do wat i want...
watever i wanted...

yeaps..
tml..
seoul garden..
hahhaz..

why are some things just so difficult to out reach..
so near yet so far..
so close yet so ----
wonder if there'll be a day when i'll be set free..
soaring up in the skies..
having a bird's eye view of everything..
to be unbias..
and be the one i wan..

Monday, October 10, 2005 Y 7:53 PM

finally exams are over..
everything is over..
hopefully..
hopefully
on this empty night..
i pray..
i pray for last-longing friendshiip.
i pray for happiness.
i pray for health.
i pray for freedom.
i pray..
i pray.
and i pray...
i pray...
plz stop complaining..
i cannot do anything..
this is the place i find joy.
mayb this is not for u.
but for me, yes..
just let me go..
and let me be happy..
stop ur complains..
i noe i nv kip my promise.
but..
now i have no much prob.
so dun come and add salt onto it..
stephanie sun's album..
think going to but bahz.
now exams over..
relax liaoz..
they going out tml..........
either ice-skating or seoul garden..
dunno la..
had to go grandma house..
meet u all on wed bahz...
see you all then..
disappointments are things we face.
the higher our hopes,
the greather our disappointments..
gradually..
my hopes are getting lower..
i hope for happiness..
but even then..
there are still disappointments...
happiness comes from within itself..
ha..
today went charmaine house..
me, mh, grace, kex..
den play uno, dai di..
and eat things..
and watched son of the mask..
hahaz..
quite cute.
i like the baby..
but in the end was kind of tired..
nearly slept..
hhaz..
then listen coprse bride soundtrack..
and stephanie's album..
like the first song and third one..
others cant remember...
with their influence..
readin seems to be a good thing..
ok going to start with harry potter bahz..
hahaz..
nxt time my aim is to read a comic totally..
i always at most see one page den give up le..
hhaz..
see bahz..
hopefully i can?...

Friday, October 07, 2005 Y 8:06 PM

Y 7:56 PM

Higher hopes give rise to greater disappointments...
disappointments are faced always..
every now and then, we faced it..
even when u give in ur best..
maybe.. set more realistic targets are a better choice..

watched corpse bride today..
kind of funny la..
er..
not a bad show..
i liked the music..
http://www.warnerbrosrecords.com/corpsebride/
hahaz..
but one thing dun like is the crows..
a lot of crows in the movie..

was like nth really much to do le..
supposed to be the nice 7 oct that i have wished..
just like tat day..
hopes high..
lesson learnt...
sorry..

a lot of things happen during this few weeks bah..
but lazy write la..
"according to plan " is nice...
somethings things dun go according to plan....
its a terrible day for a wedding..
bla bla bla...
oh dear
thats why..
everything, every last little thing..
every single tiny little microscopic thing..
must go....... according to plan........!!

hhaa..
corpse bride..
exams sort of come to an end liaoz..
but still have geog paper 1 on monday..
nvm..
holiday mood le..