haha, i din noe what to blog..
hmm, today attended career seminar in school from 8am to 4.30pm..
ok, hmm. hear so many..
i dunno where to go now!
hahaa..
okay okay, realistic goal : NYJC bahs..
VJC is great, but too high up in the sky..
Ha, those biomedical, nursing..
i think not my type bahs..
ha, mayb business still can bah.. haiya..
anything la..
too early to make choices..


ha..
ok, i seriously needs to learn how to smile..
apparantly, i dunno how to...
frm those pics i see from yesterday that are taken...
i look so buay song to take those photos..
ok.. SMILE!
hahha..
i believe practise makes perfect..
ok ok..
hahaaa!!
BYE!


HO! i found my previous post so interesting!
hahhaha..
dartboard, ha...


hopes tomorrow is fun.
and will have a great time out..
went to see my grandmother today..
HOPES SHE WILL BE FINE!!!!


ok, for now..
adriano time....















chalet that time der, photo from bekah.



wanted to upload some but failed...
hahha
stupid computer..
kkk, SMILE ALWAYS!..
everyone rock on!


dartboard look here. tml's your birthday.
happy birthday in advance..









haha, DARTBOARD!
bleah!!!! that's the way!..
hhahaha, i am going mad...


ok i've been so pek cek since afternoon..
wah lao, really really really really hope you would be absent.
cos then, we'll be happy.
cos then, everybody will be fine.
you, YOU. spoils the mood.
and i dunno why you've made me so pek cek.
i just dun lyk you. that's why..
mayb i am in the wrong.
but dun you think you should change?
even the one you like so much hates you.
but do you know that?
NO.
thats why. what daddy daddy.
childish!
* praying hard!


hhahaha, ok that's some fruit for thought..
whahahhahaa..
okok, saying all these it makes me feels great..
hey, mock prelims are over.
but the worse is yet to come!!!!
hhahaa, its like gone case.
i got study lehs, but the papers so difficult..
they are like out to kill us all..


ok, hahha, feeling a bit bad.
cos today didn't go with c.i to far east.
i that day just went..
and i need to get smth from ps today.. so.. that's why..
SORRY AH!
hahhahah....


ok, i am so happy now..
hahha.. my pekcekness is gone!
hahhaha.. thanks to the birthday-to- be- girl..
hahhaa.. like a bit weird hor, my description..
hahhaa..........
TAKE CARE AH!..
shoo to all bad guys and girls..
whahah.


adriano very busy worhs, mugging eh?
harworking sia..
take care also!!


EVERYONE SMILE!! =)


i am just very very much sianned.
why can't i come online.
i already never watch tv now already.
and i just come online once in a blue moon...
and what i get?
stupid frustating naggings...
STUDY STUDY STUDY!
as if i will study early in the morning..
what more do you wan la.
ass.
and i am damn pissed.
i hate it i hate it!
i did what i was already supposed to do liaoz lo!


and actually coming online is really very sianned.
i come online i straight away i will read his blog.
but read liaoz..
i will feel i dunno how to describe..
even if i am problem free...
i feel as if there is a mountain of stones piling on top of me..
and you loves her.
should i just like stop being so crazy over you that i sometimes lose my mind?
should i just forget about the 7letter name of yours..
should i just be invisible..
WAH LAO.


actually i am ok, its just that i very sianned after what my mother just now say la..
and its like unreasonable.
fine.
and i deleted some posts ytd.
why am i so stupid?
ROAR.
mock prelims is in 5 days.
and i haven started i know..
but i will noe how to plan my time.
it's just a mock.


RELAC!














that's the drawing on my table.. hahha..
ok, i conclude..
i still think adriano rawk.






















that was me with my bag upside down..
hahha.. this was the newly invented way of carrying a bag...
cool ya?


Ok, well. I deleted my post again.
Ha, but I ain’t getting angry I dunno why.
Guess my mood is good.
Hhaa, it was funny.
Yesterday on the way home, I saw my sec 1 juniors over at the bus stop.
Although I dunno many of their names, I just waved and said hi.
Ok, and they don’t know me too.
I dunno what the name but I know the face say she remember me as the one who laugh very loud. Bad image! -_-‘’
Then, ha, talked a bit with shihui.
Ok great, they beat CHIJ today! Ok, so Thursday is the day! Either cedar or zhonghua!. Better be zhonghua sia, hey, c’girls. Just run, run and run!! Must do the very best!!


And yeah, yesterday went over to anna’s house,
cookie keep barking at me!
But I bribed it by feeding it with food!
Hhaa, den it stopped.Haha, we became friends!
Hhaa. Anna say der, “ she is friend. Friend ok? “
haha, hope cookie understands.
And ya, anna fall sick after helping me sia.
I went over then did the personalized puzzle.

Ok it was great, nice! But mayb not perfect. Haha, it’s for ADRIANO!
Haha, ADRIANO RAWKS and wuguis too!

Btw, MILUBING GOT IN! haha..
And their HEN XIANG NI was like nice!
Milopeng all the way!
However, nevertheless, ADRIANO still rawks more!
Much much much much much much MORE!!
Adriano just rawks forver and ever la!!!
yeah! adriano rocks forever..

ok you all always say my blog very bland, no pics..
today shall post a bit okayyes?
hahahah!
















ha, yesterday they keep say my hairstlye very weird.
no what!.. got mehs.. haha, great smile..
like so happy liddat, but i think like smile till a bit too happy le.
whahahhaha!

















cherlyn wanted us to take photo with the pig behind.
cos she said, that makes 3 pigs. haha!
well, plus the cameraman, which is cher.
that's four!


ok dunwan liaoz..
hhahaha
BYE!!
SMILE!!! and adriano rawks!
:) IS ONLINE now!


shall described what I have intended to post briefly. cos it actually disappeared unknowingly, while I took an hour or so to complete the post. ok, nvm. It’s alright. I have been so suay this few days that I dunno how I can describe. ok ya. I wanted to say out why I had a bad mood this few days. It all started on sunday after 5pm. you noe its like, if you try to run away or shake off somebody. Normally it means, that the person you are trying to shake off is someone that you dislike or you hate. I know you need some personal space and rest time. I think you were unable to put it across to us that you do not wish us to be there. But if you said, we would have gone away. I thought thru what I will do if someone I idolized said the most disliked fan is me. Although I know the truth of that, but you see, running away to me seemed to be equal to referring that we are irritating and blablabla. That’s why I have the thought of escaping. And remain invisible. That’s why I am uncertain about sat. now is like sort of a relieve to me cos sat we aren’t able to get in. and I will not see him. Ok, I dunno why this has been bothering me so much. Normally anything I sleep le jui will forget liaoz, but this I can’t. it just kept flashing back into my mind, about the incident. And I noe you are tired and your mood hadn’t been the best of the days either. I not blaming anybody or what lar, but I am like just saying what I have been thinking for the past days.


And ya, today was one of my worse days since I’ve been constantly repeatedly asked myself abt the flashback. I was almost on the verge of shouting out. I always appeared happy and always joking in school. But do you noe, I hated school. I hated school so much. Everyday to school is so tired. And I dun think I learn and get anything out of the lessons I get each day. And plus ssp everyday. To like about 4 plus. With all my time drained out. I can’t even have time to chat with my frens, to even play my fav sport with my best team mates. Ya, I sleep early at 10pm, that’s very early I guess to you all, but I sacrifice my time for tv and computer games for that. I go home early to complete my hmwk fast so I can watch some tv or to come here and blog stuffs like this. Others sleep like abt 12 or even later. But you all watched tv right? I just merely sleep instead of watch it. i think i abit haywires le. paiseh. this is not me. i swear. from, watch tv part. haha.


Ok I dunno why I like say such stuffs, sounded like I am blaming the world. Ok but then something today suddenly triggered all my anger and made me broke apart. Not as in cry. But I was on the verge of. Ha, I blew!. F* whoever that did that. wah lao, did i ever offend anyone?And I hate curry chicken even more now. stupid ass. i just bleached my shirt not long ago can. and stop wasting food la. dumb ass.


however actually it was good la. i provided me the spark to show all my anger and frustrations that i have been keeping so long. and now i feel better. but poor tricia and grace bahs.. hahahhahs.!! but i am still confused.


i am invisible. i want to stay invisible, because i dun wan to face you. my mind dunwan go. but bekah say wan go. and the soul inside me also wan go so i go bah. and mayb also won't see you, so shud be alright. i just need somebody to knock some sense into me and to have the right thinking. i dunno what i talking. so contridicting! i am mad! and i am sure have a serious mood swing this few days.


SAVE ME!


ok it totally sucks.
what i have been writing for hrs is gone!
I HATE IT!
going to flung my test tml!


ADRIANO LOOK HERE~!
YOU ROCKS!..

i didn't really feel good after reading :) blog.
but haiz. sian.
sorry bahs..


see liaoz really no mood.
feel such a nuisance.
haish.


people lets cheer up!
haha, i thinking i will be crapping over here.
hmm, firstly i am bored.
been doing nothing today.
watched mr and mrs smith just now.
was not bad la..
hahah..
interesting couple.


adriano adriano adriano adriano.
been flipping and flipping..
the photos all day...


ate two bars of cuppucino kit kat le..
i thinking i am growing fat.
tml is tuesday. school day.
ha.. turtleseveners..


haha, the chat with bekah was funny.
hhahha, about that a funny person.
and about a question we both wanna noe.
bekah look here, but i think the ans to the question is you.
really...
haha, don't fly ah...


hahaha..
do hips lie?
hahah.
kexin gonna crush me!
somebody help me!
hahha


i got nothing much to say la..
just sianned lors.
my mind is like filled with.. "wrong choice"
wrong choice made ytd...
didn't get any happier since ytd 5pm.
maybe ytd wasn't just the right time...
and it also just not in m personality to sit there and wait for hours..
it just makes me shuts off myself...
to be sort of zi bi..
hahhahaha....
then during the hours i just merely sit there and look to my left and right and see the mass flow of pple walking up and down.....
and also the hardworking adriano: "chocolates for charity"
although its my idol..
but it justs thaw me down..
and my mood also so unpredictable..
if not good very difficult lift it up..
so it just leaves me to be quiet..
cos my moood not good, don't feel like talking..
cos tiring ma... hahah..
to me talking is rather tired de lor.. haha..
weird right..
but when i am happy jui different la.
hhaha..


WRONG CHOICE!
WRONG CHOICE! and sorry to the person with red and black shoes..