People always say that failing is not scary,
not to have tried is true failure.
then what about those who have tried their best but still failed.
its about knowing that you have tried your very best,
but you still fail, and you feel so helpless,
cos there is nothing you can do.


cuz nothing's worth losing,
especially the chance to make it right.
we wont get it back when we die.


You'll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe

You'll see
Everything is alright
Breathe
Everything is alright

Everything is alright
If I just breathe
Breathe

I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain



Some say love it is a river
That drowns the tender reed.
Some say love it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love it is a hunger
An endless, aching need
I say love it is a flower,
And you it's only seed.

When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long.
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong.
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love,
In the spring, becomes the rose.

(:


that's how i truly feel, happy (:

however, after 3 days of 8 to 5 lessons
I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE!
very tiring, this kind of schedule is so overbearing for me.
seriously i never felt this depressed over school life before. HAHA
i seriously stone today. not used to this 8-5 system.
i guess i never will, rar.
and headaches have developed due to the lack of sleep and tiring schedule.
and what's more, the canteen is always alr empty when i have my break.
super sad, no food. ):
i hope i dont need to live on bread and paus as my lunch for this term. ):
tired + hungry everyday, oh boy, its really depressing.

for the first time in my life i will say,
"THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY! "
i finally can rest and get enough sleep.
yay.....

its only 3 days and i cant take the timetable anymore.
i still have 7 more weeks to go! roar.

but even as life is so hectic,
i still feel happy (: hehe.
that life still has its purpose.
like mos burger's mussels, butterfly prawns. HAHAH.
and its good to end off a tiring week with basketball. (:
really make me a whole lot happier.

ALL THE WAY TILL WEEK 10!

be happy!


I'll do better and i'll prove it.
just to prove it.


sometimes what we see does not neccessarily equate to the truth.
and its unfair to make judgment base on just that.
sometimes it just takes a little more to uncover the truth.
and to understand the situation better.
because things aint as simple as they seem.
sometimes we have to stand in the other person's shoes.
to understand how they really feel.
and sometimes it doesn't really take alot to make someone's day.
(:


ytd was cool. went to henderson wave at mt faber.
seriously that oyster brain is funny.
with the pronounciation of shag, and stuffs.
took lots of photo with that 550 camera.
super cool. took the wrong bus
and we end up near esplanade.
pass by anderson bridge, padang,
saw pui pui, parachutes, raffles, train and railway tracks, lau pat sat :D
LOL (: very happy.
and finally like after 2 hrs we made it to mt faber.
which actually should only take us 10mins
if we didnt take the wrong bus-.-
but haha, very happy that we took the wrong bus.
yay. and henderson waves is cool (:
nice.

ytd was really cool (:


will you forgive?


the past is history,
the future is a mystery,
but today is a gift,
that's why its called present.

(:


I'll listen attentively,
I'll stay awake all night.
Allow me to whisper
There's nothing I did mean

Suppose that I was wrong,
Suppose you were here.
And suppose that I reached out and caught your tears
And suppose this fight just disappeared.


well managed to shake my lazy bones a lil today.
played badminton. have been long since i exercised.
i feel tired just 2 mins after i started-.-
haha, it was fun, kept laughing and laughing. can die.

settle at n&b and we went to smell chicken rice :D
then i called mrs ngiam,
went back to find her while the rest go back to ny first.
haha, she's still as funny.
its just cool that we will nv run out of topics.
haha.

went to ny, then played ball.
played 5 on 5 with the juniors.
i played continuous 3 quarters,
well, i nearly died.
the j1s piggy-back us, feel quite bad.
but on the bright side, i'm not that heavy after all! (:
tmr will be a scary day...
because........confirm MUSCLE ACHE.
omg.


somebody passed her phone to mich then say, "can you help me take a picture of me?"
i was like 0.0
k, and we all except that idiot burst out laughing
cant believe that she is so ________.
k whatever you use to describe. HAHAHAHA.
it was super funny. really.

sometimes, haha. seriously life can be just that simple.

lol, 6hrs of econs tuition today.
tired.
but i can slack alr. yay.

(:

jiayous