SORRY BUSY THESE DAYS!
WILL BLOG VERY SOON!
as in soon, as in this saturday i will blog...
yea...


but currently happy lo..
haha, training almost like everyday..
because on non training days, i still play bball..
so like not much difference..
BUT 2.4Km tml, sian...
i don't like to run.....


A day at xiao bai house...


so in the end, the people who went are...
ME, shuhua, shixuan, meixuan, avelyn, lawrence, junyi, martin and chonglik...
and including xiao bai himself, there was 10 of us..
okay his house is somewhere ulu in yishun..
near the polyclinic, and the building-in-progress HOSPITAL...
there's a NEED to highlight them, because he kept EMPHASIZING about them throughout the bus ride...


Okay, oh yah, btw, xiaobai got himself a very NICE house...
i think the moment you step in, its very comfortable, although its a HDB.
So it doesn't mean you have to stay in a condo or semi-detached, or bungalow to feel very comfortable..
Sometimes i just feel that if the house is so big..
i mean bigger than what you really need, then its really useless...
because it will make you feel more empty inside!
LOL! actually its true...


and ONCE we settled down, we.............

GAMBLED!


gambling is really addicting..
okay, i win again today..
LUCKY STREAK ALL THE WAY!
Ha, ytd coach give the angbao still in my bag, then i took it out place it next to me...
LOL, keep winning la...
i won 20 plus again...
BUT, GAMBLING IS BAD!
Laugh out loud! MUUAHAHA!



After that, its all back to mahjong....

After that, had another round of black jack. LOST. But overall still win 10 plus for today.....

Well, gambling is bad... the only constant in the world is CHANGE!

so sometimes win sometimes lose, but must know when to give and take... so don't play till overboard... LOL.

School reopens tml! HMWK NOT DONE, gym training tml..... =)

HOHO! Today is a fun day!
Because today is a lucky day for me...
Ha.
Went to my uncle house in the afternoon...
Had lunch, then played poker and mahjong..
Met Grace at my uncle house..
This is interesting, because grace is a J2 in nyjc..
she is in the volleyball team...
so she is May's and Yiling's senior..
Ha, so she is my senior and also my cousin's cousin..
Ha, sometimes the world is a bit small la uh...
Every year i will see her once at my uncle house..
And then now she happened to be my senior in nanyang..
LOL!


OKAY! then very ruan, in the end met huiqing and went to bukit butok..
meet sop, bel, elaine, joyce, jasmine and ainsley..
me and huiqing were late.
actually i will not late one lor, is i wait for huiqing at my uncle's house..
then in the end i was slightly late when i meet hq la..
OK ENOUGH.
sop was wearing this leopard dress..
and she became, " LEO- pard"
ha, sounds nice..
went coach house, can't found the unit at first..
then we climbed 6 storeys up!
NOT LATE FOR SCHOOL ALSO NEED CLIMB STAIRS..
hhahaha... coach house is filled with cedarians..
and his table is full of oranges..
haha!
Then a while later, all cedarians left. Huiling left with them also..
and then the house left with only 8 of us and coach and his family..
so we started to GAMBLE!
today i am in great luck..
i won!
22 bucks..
So funny during the game.. and i think coach bring me lots of luck..
Ainsley longbang us to bishan and amk..
i think its so cool to drive a car..
hahah! i mean if you are in your 20s la...
then can drive your friends... very cool lo!


tml going xiao bai house..
yeah! hope will be very fun also...


HUAT AH!


如果爱情是五线谱
我只希望用全音符
吟唱出爱上你
那完整的幸福
当你的心没有耳朵
即使我为你唱着歌
你也只看见我哭了
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞
歌词提供再兴
☆☆☆☆
曾经因为等待会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了你只喜欢我
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过于是我给你笑容谁在乎我的心
ho 还会不会寂寞
你说我是你最好的朋友
却不应该再拥抱着
你退缩 你冷漠
于是我放开双手
不在乎我的心会永远的寂寞呜..


i really like this song...
hahaha! so nice..
while i talk with a drunkard till 5am..
so useless!!!
hahah! i mean him...
lousy..
ok, i am tired.....

HAPPY CNY PPLE!


Interestingly time flies...
Ha, sounds so cliche..
okay, had training ytd....
yeah, i dunno why... but i like training nowadays..
i mean i will look forward to training days..
Ha, i think i am mad..
but, ya loh, dunno why..
but really don't like the play match part..
Ha, that's when i will get all so sad...
because i very lousy....
then feel like i have like let down on my group those people...
sorry ah teammates....
=(



Ha, i know i sometimes is a bit mad la, but overall i like nyjc bbgt! LOL
oh ya, i put nyjc as my first choice le..
Xinying, Tingying, Baoxian, Huiling, Joyce all staying...
yeah...

Ha, the baby in this picture is a girl.. Ha, yinyin's "new friend"... LOL. Very cute right...

Okay, that's joyce trying to be lame, she is holding the card we made for Huiqing to act as if she is holding a 3D size 12 ball!.... DOTS.

I know i am bad, but can you all guess that this is a guy's wallet? Ha, sorry christopher.. So, everyone, you all know what you all can get for chris on his bdae alrdy right?

Ok, this bee-like chocolate is given by our chinese teacher, in conjunction with our chinese topic "mi feng de zhan mei", Ha, its also our Vdae cum new yr gift... So li hai right?

Baoxian in action again, i think more than 20 pple have this picture of hers alrdy, she keep sending pple this.. and you can find it in many pple's handphone. So, the next time, she ask you to on your bluetooth, and says that she is going to send you smth, please reject her... LOL. Oh ya, mentioning about this 9 pointer, i have smth to share with you all..
BAOXIAN DON'T KNOW HOW TO USE THE PHOTOCOPYING MACHINE!

Ha, that day she was taking the paper happily to the machine, then she took very long to put the paper nicely witht the right dimensions, then she pressed copy... Then she says: " Ah, why blank? Machine no ink ah?? Spoil le? "
We then found out she placed the side she wanna photocopy upwards and thus photocopy a blank page! This leads us to laugh until our stomach cramp..
No wonder, christopher still cannot believe she got 9 points.... LOL



Ok, yes. This picture, so nice right.. and so cute. Drawn by MARTIN, also known as the NYJC dancing king! Haha, well actually i do feel that he looks a bit like adriano and his voice sounds like adriano too... LOL.
Ok, mamartin, my class 0722 CT rep, drew this! HA. this has like become many of our bbgt's wallpaper for our hp...

Ha, martin, aren't you honoured?
Really thanks for your help..
and thank you 0722 for your help the other day when you all help me do the cards..



ok today is supposed to be CNY celebrations, but i never go school..
Later going back zhss soon..
still deciding what to wear, because my class says want to wear class tee!
and now i dunno what bottom to go with it.. all looks weird with it..
Ha..
okay that's not the main point...
main point is later mrs ngiam will be in school..
YEA!



Life in NYJC has been very fun...
really like it...
SEE YOU ALL LATER!


Ha, i am just so bored.
training is at 5pm, but i have gotten all ready by 11am..
Ha. I am just all alone at home, so have to resort to some lame ways to entertain myself..

LOL. and i took a pic of myself from the reflection of the mirror! Ok la, i am just very bored. but hahaha. that's all...

Got nothing much to say. nothing much happens this few days so yah, that's it....

SMILE! =)

happy day, saw classmates after so long.
saw CI after SOOOOOOOOO long.....

okay, ha!
my screw went loose today..
kept crying and crying non-stop even before i took my results...
because i was so damn nervous..
really lost my marbles lo...
but i was really very sad, saw the friends around me get their results..
see some cry, some jumping..
my register number is 41 la! so far behind.
while i am still waiting aimlessly, without any clue of MY RESULT!
as i see tingying cry, i broke down
can't control the anxiety inside me anymore...
then i started crying, pple was like coming to console me..
asking what is my result, i was like " i don't know"
HA!!! Then, they were like, " SIAO!"
HAHHA!
i think i am mad la..
then while i was crying, my form teacher called out to my name....
it was my turn..
then, i pulled the chair very far from the table..
hahaha, still crying...
ms tan told me i got either 11 or 12..
ok, i was like ok la..
but i cant stop..
then i counted i got 10..
however at that state of mind, i didn't know is 10 good or not..
i really do not know..
i just continue cry, hahaha, the tap cannot off..
LOL. coach, kellie, eunice they all was thinking i am mad..
got 10 still cry till liddat, but it was the anxiety that caused this..
and


HURRAY! my PHYSICS GOT A1!
thanks MRS NGIAM!

LOVE YOU!
get well soon.


today had friendly with kaixuan at SBC.
saw MR SHAM, rmb?? the relief PE teacher who is in the S'pore bball team?
and oh ya, sophina like sprained her ankle..
recover quickly.
i think jurong is good.
their defence, and they are strong, as in they are muscular..
i think must go gym and run rounds more often le...
we played till 9.30 plus lo..
i start to like nanyang bbgt more and more..
but a regret la, huiqing, she is such a good center loh..
will really miss her, "tom, lick and harry" instead of tom, dick and harry, "luffing" instead of laughing, "heird" instead of heard ect..
she really brought us so much laughter..
she hugged everyone, we had group hug, and we did the TRIBAL CHEER for nanyang..
NANYANG ROCKS!
today was fun..
we were all so high except those KAYU referees..
who like sort of dampened our spirits..


but i am sure nanyang spirit shall always glow.
because, hahaha, i don't know..
but nanyang bbgt go go go!

NYJC BBGT ROCKS!


ok yep, tml is the day!
good luck to everybody..


btw the last post, is just a post that i posted cos things seemed to be happening around me..
so a bit frustrated..
hahaha.


ok enough..
yea, i really like 0722..
we are like so united..
i mean its so fun to be with them....


tml after taking result, 7.30 to 9pm
there's a friendly at SBC with kaixuan..
haiyo, no mood think of it also..
dunno tmml will go a not...
i mean of cos will go..
but i dunno my feeling when i am going there..
as in happpy or sad..
AH!
ok, pray hard..
JIAYOU!


i conclude i have a stubborn brain.
almost nothing could change my thinking.
i always believe that only opposite polarities will attract.
unlike poles will attract and like poles will repel.
although i have seen some cases, but however.
i still believe in my analogy.
maybe mrs ngiam is right, JC is much more complicated.
we are even told that the theories we have learnt in secondary school are totally wrong.
and just because we are in JC, we are learning more sophisticated things.


why is the world not functioning the way i thought it was supposed to be?
LOL.
slowly, i found out that the pple i thought i knew, are not the real pple i thought i knew..
yeah, to say the truth, i am disappointed.
but well, maybe to others, i may also be someone others thought they know me but they actually don't....
but, Ha.. am i?
i don't think so la...
i do express my true self..
and i am telling the truth...


but well..
it really takes time to know a person well..
hahhaa.
one problem sovled, yet another surfaced..
hahha, actually not a problem..
just that i feel so disappointed because people proved my belief to be wrong.
hahahah!!!
haiya, i think i mad la..
but i still think that it unlike poles should attract!
no offences.
BUT,
i don't want to know more and more things,
because many things that we know are not good..
so the more i know, the more i fret.
being INNOCENT is still the best~!
LOL..


its just another day.
but many things happen during the week..
i just got a feeling, the class are closer and closer..
and its more fun being with the class..


perhaps tingying is right..
as you grow older, it becomes more problematic..
i am really so frustrated these days..
i feel so lousy with the bball team..
i mean they are so good..
and i feel a lot of pressure on myself to perform better..
stamina, speed, confidence-- i lacked them all..
i like bbgt a lot.
but i just feel inferior..
ya, smth liddat......


i thought jc life will be fun..
because i saw so many fun loving and nice friends around.
i thought i found a friend.
but i think i lost it too..
life just isn't fair.


oh well, today is sat.
and i am going to meet bekah they all later..
maybe can leave my frustrations behind for some time.
well, o722 rocks!