I sat on a bike ytd, the wind swiping across your face, you really feel like spreading your hands wide open and enjoy the breeze. Hahaha, :D Funny people. Okay i feel like i am fit after exercising so much ytd :D But i highlight, it's only i feeel. Hahaha. Lol, i remember telling inez that i will never ride in a bike before, even as a passenger, but idk why i wanted ytd =.= But eh eh, it was a funny ride, but hor, scary also leh, like no protection from anything. And i think i am too heavy, that might break the bike apart. Hahaha, omgzz my throat hurts like crazy, so much so that i really dont feel like talking at all :S No wonder teachers are most prone to getting throat cancer or stuffs like that. OMGz, i am heading towards death :( Hahaha.

And oh ytd connie came, with her jokes and everything, she certainly is funny and corny. Totally wins hands down man, she is just well, abnormal. HAHAHAHHA


I have only known her for two years. But if you took every memory, every moment, if you stretched them end-to-end - they'd reach forever.

Look at the language. I simply love it okay. I love the book, the writer :D

Observe merits aprreciate kindness. And life would be beautiful. Actually it already is (:


I am feeling super happy today :D Lol. Did good and happy things.

I just watched confessions of a shopaholic, nah, won't say that it is a good movie, actually i think it is kind of lousy. Hahaha :D Well, wanna thanks moh jie lol, hmm she and cat, well, really thank you. Hahahaha, two really good big sisters. Hahaha. Really appreciate them :D Thanks for the concern, and I AM FINE!! :D Lol. Oh and i went koi for its green milk tea, its great :D

Oh man and while waiting, i went popular and read a book, Jodi Picoult, "My sister's keeper" Hahaha, i borrowed from yun eons ago but nv have the enthu to take it out to read. Today i read it. And i can't put the book down anymore hahahaha. And i am very excited cos i wanna read "Nineteen minutes" I think the title is that. I want to read that. I think i know who has the book. Wanna read it hahhaha. Lol.

:D HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY.


Oh yea, nevertheless this week i gotta say its great. Hahaha, did alot of things. Things like swimming, shopping, tuitioning at mac with sheila chua, lol! Is she just retarded or am i easily amused? Hahahaha. And omg bubble tea from koi is like heavenly, i gotta go back again! (: Lol balling is always fun. Seniors are a plus plus point too. And miss tang can really get very very funny :D HAHAHA (:

And i got to know of this super fun website through jasmine's blog, check it out people, it's super fun. I swear. It's good. http://www.y8.com/

Yeap and i accompanied xin to her smu interview the other day, pure coolness. To get to her house and see pepper jumping around me hahahaha. And lol kexin should dress like that more often la, i think suits her well :D Hahahha. And and and, i ate DIN TAI FUNG yesterday :D Had my longly awaited xiao long baos, hehehe happy! And oh yea, I recieved nus mail last night, i got into nus science. Hmm, nus or ntu, nus or ntu, nus or ntu? :l

Also met ruth and cher the other day, supposed to be a chiong night, however i decided not to. Hahahaha, i am trying to convince myself drinking is not the solution. =.= LOL lame. Okay idk what to say anymore. Oh yea, "My life would suck without you" by Kelly Clarkson is great (:

Tmr will be a cool day, because it's sunday :D and i am going for a movie :D And i think its free... YAY


I am fine :D

Should i say it, but I can't stand you. Yet maybe it's just prejudice. But i can't stand the pretence of everyone around you.


You can curse and swear for all you want, but at the end of the day, you just have to let it go.

I finally saw this. It's just that i didn't curse and swear, i just whined. Haha. Although i didn't mention anything to anyone but life is slightly not to my side this two weeks. And this issue has been bugging me ever since. Nevertheless I had a great talk with Ms sim ytd at ny for a good 2.5h and I have been feeling more settled i guess. I will treat it as a experience then. And yea tmr i gotta face it and next monday too. I can do it :D

Well, its true. everyone has their own set of problems. And sometimes you just gotta learn to settle your problems by yourself. Nvm, learn from experience ba. This is how exactly people grow, isn't it (:


I bought a new swimming costume and i am H-A-P-P-Y :D

Chiong to the pool tmr!!!

(:


We will never really know our existence in the eyes of others :D I guess its really true. We will never know how important we are or how small we are in the eyes of others. And we will never know when we make a difference in the lives of others. (: And because of this, I just wanna say, Dont ever lose faith or hope, because, you might be the hope of others. You might just be the one that created an impact on someone, you might just be the role model of somebody. You never know. You might be the one that someone is secretly loving, but you never know. You never know.

Hahaha, so much gan xiang, lol cos these few days of tuition make me realised a lot of things. Like how a teacher means to a student. I am stun, I really am, and although teaching may not be easy, nor that difficult, but along the way there will be a lot of problems that you might face, but indeed it is a learning journey everyday. So i guess, I will pursue it :D

This week, things i did :

1) Walk home from nyjc. (40 mins walk)

LOL this is the only thing i wannna mention, I walked home from school okay! Hahahaha. under the influence of Ee han and catherine =.= They are seriously funny. Haha.

I just came back from Expo. Went for adidas sales, robinsons fair, popular fair, FOOD fair. HAHA Hall 5B was almost empty la can, I didn't even see anything that i can buy at adidas. Its like super kua zhang, EMPTY can! horrors.... hahaha. Okay la, at least i bought a nice top :D and my leg is like damn suan can! Hahaha. But tmr i am going shopping with my mama wohooo. (:

Ytd went my ah ma house after tuition, very long never go visit her alr :S Actually i will want to bring my ah ma and the maid to stay in my house. Then i can everyday see her and buy food for her :D


There is a few things i wanna say about you, you stupid arrogant ass.
Seriously i wanna explode already! I nearly wanna explode at sheila's place this afternoon.
You don't get to judge me without having the full story.
You dont bloody think that $2 is enough to cover for my transportation.
Elitism, i finally saw it. I heard abt how these elites think that all stupid people should just die. I haven't gotten close to such people before, but now i am working under one such ass. I guess no one ever told you about your behavior. Stop questioning others like they are criminals. Mind you, respect them, most of them are older than you. Show some manners.

You arrogant ass. Don't think money is everything. There is alot of things money can't buy. I bet you don't even understand. And even you have some money, don't try to even imagine, you are capable of mendling my life.

Teaching may be the most satisfying job, but with a boss like this, I think that is the reason why people break contracts or break bonds. Elitism is sick.


My life now, swimming & balling :D Other than these two, I'm practically slacking, I've lose the hype and the eager-to-go-tuition mood. I just feel like slacking my life away. Haha, its true, just keeping the time to yourself and do things you like is very fun and nice :D Coach ask me to tuition another jnr ytd. Lol if i tell barbara, she will ^$^)#@*Q&)&$)#&#) me. HAHAHHAHAHAH lol. So now its 4, 8, 14. HAHAHA. I hope i can really help them ba, really want to see their results improve!!!!!

I got nothing much to blog leh, hahahah. happy life lor :D Everyone be happy too.

This march holiday is coming to an end soon!!


Hahaha, been busy all these days. :D Okay, lol sat and sun is freebies grabbing day!
It is super fun, hohoho. LOL yep can't really decide which school I wanna go still.
As in yea although I applied my courses for NUS and NTU, but if i have a goal, its better ma.
But yea, i haven't get to an agreement yet. Playing psp, watching tv these days. And ate alot.
And i gained weight. I think everybody will laugh when they see this. If you are smiling or laughing, SHIT YOU! HAHAHHAHAHHAHAAHHA

Okay, tmr evening going ny to play ball. yay!


Hahahha, let me recap ytd, cos ytd is a day worth recapping. HAHAHA

Went to ps for lunch, actually suppose to like go for smu pasarmalam, haha. weird eh, but kexin says smu having pasarmalam, idk la, so just okay lor, go ps there. We eat LJS. wohooo, my favourite :D Haha, actually i have alot of favourites la. hehehe. (: Then then we went beside subway there, get free ice cream. HAHAHAH, cos jiayu working there. gelato sia, she give super alot. Haha, and i think wa the ice cream really very nice eh. Haha, but too bad, she say she this week last day of work alr ): No more free ice cream. sads. But yay because of LJS and free gelato icecream, life is great. Hahah, then we went eh orchard :D I exchange my top HEHE using my evil means. And i bought num tanks! wohoooooooo, so happy. Okay i really like them and omg i think its super pretty. Hahaha :D After that went zhss play ball ball, wohoooo, and that LOSER student so lousy, so loser, hahahhhhaha. Keep saying i cheat her feelings, hahahhahha. Very funny la she. Make me laugh non stop mans. After that went amk hub meet elephant for dinner. Hahahha, i keep thinking abt the free ice cream then umchio, hahah, super funny. Then yea lor, told elephant say i feel very fortunate now :D cos those stupid ass students actually make me feel this way. They let me see alot of things i overlooked. They make me know that my life is actually very cool and happy :D

AND GOOD NEWS, I DONT NEED TO WORK AT TUITION CENTRE ANYMORE.

I AM FREE. YAHOOOOOOOOOOOO.

I think my mom spread her germs to me. Sick. But hahahha, still as happpy :D


Two days break from work :D Life is G-R-E-A-T! Wohoooooooo.
Happy happy happy happy. Hehe!

But tmr need to work again ):
Hahahahaha, never mind, jiayous!
You never fail to brighten my day :D

I applied for NUS and NTU alr.
Busy week ahead, gonna may my payments today and settle things asap. (:
Everyone take care.

I am living my life to the fullest and happiest :D


I wanna pull out all my hair already!!!!!!!!!!!

University procedures are so tedious. Apply scholarship till i wanna die.
Still must write essay. Roar. I applied two days leave to complete it.
Hope i get replies, if not, :S waste all my effort. roar.
And i am not done with anyone yet.

I am happy to be zhss basketball team. Really.
Because of coach, because of the seniors, because of all of you.
And now, in addition, because of ISH. Hahahhaa.

OMG, application sucks. esp when deadlines are drawing closer and closer.


Somethings we have to say it before its too late.
I had a nightmare last night & I really got to let this out.

Sorry that we met, sorry that you know me.
I think you hate me but i just wanna say sorry.
Sorry for everything and sorry for knowing me.
Sorry that things screw up, sorry that i wasnt mature enough.
Sorry that i even existed.
Sorry that i made life unbeautiful.

Sorry.

Things are always back to haunt me again and again. Maybe that's the punishment i guess. Sorry that i am just me.


Breathes in and out. Breathes in and out. Breathes in and out.
Its okay, I did my best, and now i can only let god do the rest.

So lets all pray hard. The suspense is killing everybody.

Well, good luck to everyone! Ace it all. :D HUAT AH!


Listening to this song make me, hahah, smile. cos i think its funny.

Oh hot damn,
this is my jam
Keep me partying till the A.M
Yall don't understand, make me throw my hands
In the ayer, ay, ayer, ayer, ay, ayer

Hahahaha. ayer ay ayer. Roti prata roti prata, bian chao ta, bian chao ta.
One of like my fav cheer last time.
Crush you like a hum jim peng, never ever rise again. HAHAHA
funny silly catchy.

Dont bully me or i crush you like a hum jing peng :D


For some reasons, it feels like shit. Thanks for whatever you said, thanks for whatever you ignored. Thank you roti prata.

Its just black, white, grey. Just gotta live it.

Longest roller coaster ride ever.


Today i played ball :D zhss trg today at indoor court wohoooooooooo. so cool.
But hoh my big boss sprained her ankle. hairline crack somemore. And she very sad, cos she got chosen for combined school team, but now, she can't go for trial ): Haiyo so wasted. Cos i think my boss seriously very qiang, got stamina, got build, got speed, got spring (hahaha, means she jump very high) Just very qiang jui correct liaoz. Yea lor, i think she play ball very qiang. Neh mind, hope she recovers quickly. That fatty, shakes head sia... And she just thanked me for the orleng file =.= Hahaha, so lames. Lol big boss ask me for my blog url, but i didnt give her cos i dont want to know i think she very qiang, if not later somebody yaya payaya liaoz. Hahaha.

Oh oh today a TP girl came with coach to trg, she is super qiang. FUN TIME training at zhss. :D Hahhaha, i love 3 on 2, 3 on 3 and 4 on 4. That's what i always like for trainings. wohooo, today do alot. YAY! went over to nyjc with coach and TP girl, the sky black as idk what, but it was super grey that it looked super fake. Met barbara and friends. Since it was raining, we went to j8 to eat. Talk and eat till rain stop. And we went to play ball :D Hahaha. Lol. Hahaha, woah, very fun. Then minxi is it, i forget the name, corrected my shooting style, she said i am not shooting correctly. Wa and she teach and she teach and teach. LOL. Now i feel like playing ball alot :D Hahaha. and also swimming. Hhahhaa.

And hor, i have grown sian of my job. So yea, taking a break tmr :D I am so lousy, so fast sian. But well, life is supposed to be doing as much things that you like as much as possible right?? Haha, life is short, so live your life to the fullest! :D i feel so tired, yet so satisfied and happy (:


Cause I believe
那幸福不灭的定律你的手心
不一定要由我握紧
就像恒星 总会有发光的原因
Oh I believe 你值得被珍惜


也值得我放弃

你值得.



Expectations expectations, they are bound to pull you down yo.

Too many a times, reality doesn't coincides with your expectations.

You know, yep, i care. BIG boss as you say.

Hahahaha. i always really believe in letting others fly.

Cos i feel, if they are real and sincere, they will fly back. A few did fly back.

But for those who didn't, i just wish that you are happy and doing fine.

Cos many a times, i too is afraid of rejections. For those who flew back, thank you.

For those who didn't, it doesn't mean i have like forgotten about you, its just that maybe there is a reason why you didnt wanna fly back. and i respect that.


Hahahah, well, tmr i can finally rest! I really think i need to pack my room, it's in a mess.

I am tired. Went out with ci. Oh man, chill out at coffeenations, cool yo. Very homey. And tmd, that small girl, said i am FAT. wth, at first she talk to me so nice. Kids are kids. To me, there is an inborn devil inside them. HAHAHA. After that she became a devil and bully me ): HHAHAHAHA. I am teacher moh okay!!!! Lol. Fun time hanging out with them. :D Luckily small girl left, if not i will be damn sad, cos she keep bullying me ): Bad bad ci all laugh at me. Why am i always the target to be laughed at? =.= Hahahaha.