Ah my gawds ah my gawds i just accepted two tuition offer. P6 and S1 class. I am a tutor. Oh no, die die die, what if i teach wrongly, what if i can't teach, and walao my voice so boring. And what if they laugh at my zao xiaaa voice? walao,sure laugh one. tsk and am i called miss yuen? oh no. OH MAN.


Somehow some things are back to haunt. Forgive and forget haha, that's what we always read about. Sometimes its easy to forgive cos we only got one life and we should live it to the fullest, but things that really mean a lot, its not that easy to forget. It takes months, it takes lots of "counting sheeps" nights, and now the clock returns to its starting position again. Its really like a runner who has already completed his race but was told that because of certain circumstances, the race is disqualified. And now, he has to run that stupid, long tedious race all over again.

Today was sec2 gathering, good attendance, its like 17 of us went. Haha, i was thinking, lol, why did i even say i wanna go, cos i have already lost contact with them all already. Haha, but it was still fun. Nice time catching up. Had steamboat, after that went to outside NLB to sit down and talk. Lol, we sat in a circle and chatted for hours. The security was alerted, haha, cos we are said to attract alot of public attention cos it looked like there is some performance or whatever going on. Haha, alot of onlookers and sorts. funny. Shop shop shop then went home. Haha, the guys are going into army in one week's time. Haha, my this sec2 class makes it a point to meet up every year know, haha.

Heard this on 987 the other day, "Don't say sorry for expressing your love for someone, because you are saying sorry for telling the truth. "

(:


Okay recently have been working, meeting up with friends, dinner, movies and catching up. Haha things like first three month class outing, sec2 outing. HAHA. i wonder why they are all cramp in this week. Met fav teacher twice this week and i did shopping. It totally rocks. Haha, recently spent more time with the family, as in i really sit down and talk to them like what is going on for me recently. Its really the first time i am trying to do that, and i think its good. Like yea know more about my brother and mom. (: Haha, okay shopping rocks, so to keep this feeling on going, i must work hard and earn more money so that i can shop shop shop! HAHA

Btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEL BEL. (:

Well, evrybody take care.


Lng-ing is really not a good feeling.

Luckily christmas is here. HOLIDAY (: YES.


YES MAN is super funny. it has been long that i found a movie worth watching, and finally, yep yes man is definitely worth watching. (: funny,stupid and crazy ideas. good movie


I dont know but yea, just be happy! (: Happy rocks.

Life rockso, shoppingggg all the way!! Didn't went training today. Uh have an interview for tutoring, dead tired. And only ended at 8.30pm. Officially working at tuition centre next year(: but well, this doesn't mean i am teaching, just working there. Haha. But i wanna teach cos teach can earn more money (: But for that,will require another round of interview,hmm not easy to get tutoring job because zero experience.. siann.

Yay meeting up with fav teacher tmr and then work work work. I have to earn lotsa money, to buy lotsa things. Shoppingg rockso. Haha. YES MAN!


Somehow, haha, life rocks. Funny sounds from shoes of kid could really trigger some laughing gas. Haha, oh and barney suit with a cute tail and purple crocs too. Somehow, laughing till your face goes red rocks. Haha. (: Well life have been like very good. Cos almost every day i eat good. I eat good food and yea life rocks. Coolio. And yea shopping, did a lot of shopping and buy new clothes. Happy happy. Okay, i guess i will have free dinner tmr night. Haha, zhonghua annual bball bbq, did i mention before that free food taste the best? Haha, quite true to some extent la, haha, it works especially when you are super hungry. Haha.

We were both young when i first saw you. Hahahaha!


Sometimes its really weird how technology has empowered us yet really made us vulnerable or perhaps weaker, weaker in terms of interpersonal skills. i really feel that people nowadays really lack social skills. incapable to express themselves properly, well that includes myself. its sometimes weird that people who care alot for one another end up quarrelling. end up not talking. is it that too much concern kills? or is it the lack of communication? its weird that people thought they know their friends a lot when they dont really know themselves. its weird that friends dont quarrel, but very close friends quarrel. its weird that we all care for another but dont know how to tell the other person that we care.

each one of us is bias, as in we treat different friends differently. and to my special friend, what makes everything worth it is that you are happy. this year had been a really up and down year for me. experienced a lot, learnt a lot. grown up quite a bit. this year, for all the cakes i have, i made the same wish. actually every year i make the same wish. yea, for my friends and the people around me to be happy. and yea i am sure this coming year will be a great year. so people, do take care and stay happy.(:

recently yea, have been working. i think it is getting more and more exciting(: haha. see you all soon!