Monday, September 10, 2007 Y 6:39 AM


When someone so close just leave you like that,
how will you feel?
hmm, i guess only those who experiences it knows it all.
someone who took care of you since young.
someone who treat you like her own daughter,
took care of you from young until you are 10.
someone you stayed together with for 10 years!
teach you patiently with your hmwk, during your primary sch years.
no matter how tired, she always puts on a smile.
always buying the things i like for me.

and then one day, she becomes ill,
day by day you see her become ill,
more ill, more ill and more ill, then you see hope finally as she become better,
she was back in critical condition.
you see someone that you are really close start to lose her memory, even to forget you, a person she treated like her own daughter.
and then she give up on herself, refuse medication, remove equipments from her body.
imagine, you see them with your own eyes and you are all alone.
all alone.

and within two days, you recieve phone calls from the hospital.
it sucks.
she's no longer around.
but you'll always be in my heart, i'll love you forever
just like how u did.

i finished chopping the subway card alrdy.
i promised to go with you to claim the free 6 inch during the sep holidays.
september holidays end ytd and u left ytd.
although i still cant really accept the fact but i will as i grow.

don't worry
i will be strong.
i will not let my friends, family worry.
you'll always be in my heart.
i love you forever.