what i want is just go out with my frens.
how long has it been since i last saw them.
and that was because i had tution.
if not when was the last.
i think it was when once upon a time.
u just wanna cope me at home.
for what.
neither do i talk nor i laugh.
i just face the computer and the tv set.
and even my handphone screen.
being unhappy.
so why dun you let me go out.
i'll make sure i am happy.
is my presence in the house of any importance.
no what.
i just merely stay at home to watch tv.
play computer.
so does it make a difference if i go out.
i don't sense any difference eh..
NVM.
i just do my stuff.
any thing that will keep me occupied.

tues.
i am very worried.
speaking and thinking of it.
makes me very scared.
i do not wish to let down those tears.
i just wanna play on.
i really like to play basketball.
ah..