Friday, December 02, 2005 Y 11:17 PM

am i being selfish or wat..
or am i person who rmbs only wat other pple did wrongly..
mayb its only for u..
u bring me so much sadness..
and i really hate you..
but.. its only when i see those things that make me rmb it..
how can u snatch it away lidddat..
i was really scared at that time that i wud lose it too..
cos i have lost smth similar already..
u make that holiday for me to be sad..
already 6 months but i still can't forget..
hyprocrite..
however now..
i got back those things i have lost..
but i still blame u..
cos it really meant a lot to me..
many things will be even better than now..
if u did not came into the picture..
and i have been thinking..
wat was i thinking and doing..
for the 2 yrs..
to be so blind..
i have wasted so much so much..
everything will start anew as froom now..
i will nv allow pple to take things that meant alot to me away..
cos i already have the ability to protect myself..
and now i wan to protect things that meant a lot to me..
a new biginning..
where it all begins...
for a brand new beginning..
for hopes and joys..
and laughters for all..
its nv too late to join the party..