first match..
first defeat..
but i dun think we have lost..
cos we did'nt lose to a team...
a team which have a foul attitude..
and make use of their seniors to win us..
teams there to compete use this yr sec 2 and 3..
but they still use their dear sec3 and 4..
no point to win this competiton anyway..
use seniors is alright la..
but pls show some sportmanship..
basketball is not a game for pple whose mouth is filled with filthy stuffs..
but most importantly..
is not that i dun recognised they have win la..
their win is a fact..
but we didn't lose to them...
we are not defeated by them..
WE ARE DEFEATED BY OURSELVES..
I AM DEFEATED BY MYSELF...

just too disappointed..
i can see the disappointment in everybody..
we put in so much effort during trainings..
for us to win others and defeat them..
NOT for us to be defeated by ourself..
if we are defeated by our opponent..
at least we have tried our best..
but if we are defeated by ourself..
its really..
not worth it..
we must have confidence in ourself..
why do we train so hard for?
why...?
ask urself..
to win..
not to lose..
and definitely not lose to ur ownself..
just because we got no confidence..
and no fighting spirit..

what happen..
we lead in the first place..
lead so much.. 14-0...
but why..
why still no confidence..
and we lag behind..
and we lost...
28-44..
things really make a lot difference...
B'GIRLS BUCK UP..
WE CAN DO IT..
WE MUST HAVE FAITH..
FAITH IN OURSELVES..
and we shall WIN all the way..

but i am really disappointed..
cos i am really thoroughly defeated by myself..
its not i cant..
is bcos..
the mindset..
which pulls me back..
i nearly.. and was on the verge to pluck up my fist..
but i held back..
cos i thought of u all..
i cant do such things..
it isn't right..
if pple are bad..
its their fault..
but i will be my fault and be equally bad..
if i did more than i shud..
SORRY...
i must be mad....