oh..
today's training was ok...
though i still tired at first..
but after that..
more and more rest..
den less and less tired..
den started to feel hungry..
hahahz..
me, kel, clar, xy, eileen.. one group..
practise that drill..
1st time i feel i practise drill serious sia..
hahaz..
cos normally too tired le ma..
actually giving us more rest..
is also better lo..
as least we can be more energetic..
den can absorb more..

for eg today..
we learn better den play better ma..
so conclusion..
it is also good to have more breaks..
xui xi shi wei le zhou gen yuan gen chang de lu...
get it..
hahaz..

now.. here..
i also wanna really thanks..
kex, char, grace and mh..
really wanna thank u all for everything..
if it wasn't for u all..
i wun be able to convince myself to go on..
ur encouragements..
really cheer me on..
i will think of wat i shud do and not do..
because i noe even though u all said u all will always be there for me..
but i cant possibly make wrong choices..
and think that u all will support these wrong choices..
so..
i will nv think of wanting to escape..
cos its wrong..
and i shouldn't..

hhahahahz..
dunno why today actually quite happy..
hahaz..
if today is forever.. den its great?
mayb
hahaz..
but mayb tml will be better..
food will be my motivation..
or rather..
meeting up will be my motivation..
yeah..
jiayous..
we can do it..