i feel my tears more..
exceptionally more..
because..
a missing puzzle in my life..
where were you all
i really hate this..
although u all are not to be blame
because u all are not in the best mood either..
but i guess at least u all come online..
don't you..?
but do u even care...
but i am rather disappointed..

so wat if i am in..
i am not happy..
because the missing piece is not yet found..
i cant seem to find it..
mayb its all fated..
i made my choice...
i wan to persevere..
but how long can i stand..
hope it could be forever..
i want to do my best..
although i noe its very difficult..
but it also meant less time with em..
go with ur heart..
and be happy?..
my eyes are tired..
strained..
with the nap, its still not enough..
mayb i am thorougly tired myself..
my mind and thoughts..
overwhelmed of a sudden..

i just hope monday can come faster..
because..
school is the place where my missing puzzle can be found..
hope its reachable..

hope ty leg faster recover..
den can come back training..
to train with us..
we will improve together..
and do not be afraid of any odds..
u are a strong girl..
jiayoux...
believe in urself..

and now..
meihui..
you have to be strong..
although u might feel lost now..
but no matter wat..
you still have us..
we will surely stand by you no matter wat..
its a tough odeal..
but u have to go thru it surely..
try to fang xia bahz....
he might not be the guy for you bahz..