i made up my mind..
although its really not as dreadful..
but that's my wish..
i chose to give up..
even thou it might make up part of my life..
and giving up is terrible..
but i still wan to make this choice..
because i believe..
i believe..
with the other half of my life..
life will still be as meaningful...
i really will make sure i live my life to my very best
everyday of my life..
i will try to be happy..
i want to fulfill this wish..
always think positive man..
jiayous...
yeah..

from now on..
i shall make my posts to be happy one..
i will try hard to make my everyday a happy one..
so i can post happy posts..
den pple will not ask me why my blog so sad one..
hahz..
i must be happy..
yo...
HAPPY HAPPY..
jiayous everybody..
those for REs..
jiayous..
zhss bball der jiayous..
c.i JIAYOUs..

oh.. now got super funkies.. derrick will be THERE..must watch..!!