Saturday, October 22, 2005 Y 9:01 PM

my idol..
other than stephanie sun..
derrick ho..
and 5566..
the next ordinary person..
or shud i say more than ordinary person..
that i idolize..
the person which i will always look up to..
andrea wong..


i find mayday songs quite nice..
the lyrics also very meaningful...
from jue jiang..
"wo bu pa qian wan ren zu dang..
zhi pa zhi ji tou xiang... "


when it is absent..
i miss it..
but it returns..
i start to think if it
is better not to be around..
cos i felt misplaced..
i tot i have overcome..
but somewhere out there..
its still found in me..


its weird though..
my mind always seem to be faning abt smth..
one thing solve den got another..
never seem ending..
i only have a simple wish..
just to be happy..
is not that difficult right..
hahahz..
people now keep saying my entries..
all very sad der..
den miic and sihui ask me why everday so sad..
but i also dunno..
i hope my mind can take a rest..
from this busy and complicated place...
SET ME FREE...