Maybe now..
the reason of my happiness..
comes from u all..
this is wat i think bahz..
even if i am very unhappy..
the sight of u all will make me smile..
of cos u all muz be happy too la..
seeing u all happy..
really makes my day..
cos i think now all my fan naos are sort of lessen..
i guessed..
i really hope to see that u all..
everyone of u are happy..
and i mean real happy..
only then.. i guessed i will be happy..

however.. sometimes..
i really feel i dun belong..
i got this..
stupid thought today..
while waiting for coach to come..
i wanted to let go..
to let everything go..
and disappear...
was kind of feeling down at that moment bahz..
duno why..
but truthfully...
i wished C.I to be happy..
really....
SMILING ISN'T THAT DIFFICULT BAHZ?
i guessed..

some where i belong..
where is it..
plz show me the way...

-lost..