nobody seemed to know of my pressence
mayb its just a illusion
a umimportant
useless
thing..

i may seem ok
on the outside
but do u even care
whether i am alright
whether i am ok
in the inside?
plz stop asking ..
or else i shall explode on you..
ya.. the one i satrtin to hate now..

time seemed to pass so slowly now
every minute every second
where are y'all
the ones i noe of..
plz return..

today's physics and maths test was a disaster..
what happened?
i am no longer able to study properly..
to sit down and concentrate..
nvm..
its over..
no use brooding about it..
just when the progress report comes and..
"bang!"..
here comes the scoldings.. hahz

thanks for the day..
you said it feel "free"
i think so too..
nv had so long hours together for a long time..

after school.. went j8.. kfc..
sat down and studied for e maths..
ty and elaine did..
but i was doing hmwk..
and eating..
busily munching on the food bought..
the cheese fries..
hahaz.
finished e maths hmwk..
part of eng..
hahz..
haven studied e maths yet..
later bahz..

ok today. was fun.. rather..
it has since a long time
for me and ty to sit down and tok bahz..
and in fact studying together.,.
kaez..
"free".. was wat she said..
i aslo felt "free"..
no troubles and all that..
and the most important of all..
no pressure..
with ty.,

sometimes i really dunno wat to say.
so i kept quiet..
being quiet..
*whenever i listen to "piano"..
it's a signal of my pekcek-ness..
and i am listening to it,..very oftenly
so happy together..
hahz.. but am i really happy?
wat do u think...