=- [monkeymoh//] `bo see diam` |

2009-10-23T05:17:00.000-07:00

Hearing it from you is like another knife into the chest.

2009-10-22T22:03:00.000-07:00

This post is dedicated to the best friend who braved her life and ferried me during night cycling,

You allowed me to feeel how is it like to cycle on the roads in the night. It was really a damn cool experience, with the wind against your face and cycling on the roads with your friends. It was a super funny and nice experience sitting behind you because we are seriously talking nonsense. And it was damn scary at first yet fun. (:

I will learn how to cycle on my own and probably join next year again and DO IT ON MY OWN.

Thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuu because haha if not i wouldn't go night cycling and it was really a fun experience for me. And you even earned a "good" sign from the taxi driver. (: Guess it will boost your driving now? HAHA.

Now my feeelings for that night..

Felt really cool that was cycling on the road and its really cool. Really enjoyed myself. Then after the first break, eliza fetched me and then kat and then eliza again. To me, I felt that it was very very fun lo, then very happy. But got rather sianed after some time, well if you were me, you will know I guess... But well, I understand, others are tired and its okay to grumble. But I already did my best to cycle to my max so that the person in front wouldn't feel so tired already. Well, I guess won't go night cycling ever again if I can't cycle the next time. If i can cycle then I will go. I guess, sometimes, relying on yourself is better. Because, then it won't make you feel like you are useless.

Yep, BUT OVERALL, it was really damn cool and fun apart from the complains. (: HAPPY but sad at the same time. But more of happy. Thanks to all who ferried me. (l:

Recently just extracted my wisdom tooth (:

2009-08-02T22:18:00.000-07:00

Today i was at the back of the car, jiayun as the driver. It was super funny. Going at 20km/hr at the start, it is hilarious to see how slowly the car moves. HAHAHAHHAH LOL. But yea it got better and well, well done! Hope your dad pass you soon (: Have confidence in you. HAHAHAHA

I am super sad that my stupid lap top crashed. Urgh...

Okay. reminder for myself, 3-8 ballot for lab slots, 10-14 for tutorial slots. 7 and 8 aug buy labcoats and specs. :D

Temasek hall wohoooooo.

2009-07-18T21:18:00.000-07:00

Haven't been blogging for very long because i was lazy. But recently there are a lot of things worth mentioning. (:

1. BBGT. I love them to the maxxx. Love to hang out with them and do stupid stuffs. Really miss those times and I am very happy we got to hang out and meet up often recently. The feeling is just indescribly great. Seriously, this has secretly be the reason why I am so cheerful these days.

2. My sweeet sweet funny cute fat fat who did so much for me. Omg reallly hope this could carry on forever. (: I really appreciate all that you do for me. Like tallie, pillow, secret gift 3, mango cake, and for LAUGH-ing me HAHAHAHA.

3. OMGXX I am entering nus real SOON. Srsly i am not prepared.

4. I might change my blog sooon because it really cmi. But I am too lazy to change also la.

5. FYI : 23 July- 1 Aug will be having temasek hall camp. So people, i will be unavailable during this period. :D

2009-06-18T22:52:00.000-07:00

"I created a blog"

"Where"

"It's in my heart"

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww....

2009-06-01T20:29:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, what's gone will be gone. Sometimes you feel a way for some people but they just don't feel the same for you. Sometimes your kindness may not be reciprocated. Life's just like this. Saddening.

HAHAHA okay just let me emo mama awhile kay. now i am done (:

Okay, yea thanks people for ur concern and smses. I am fine :D As happy as a chicky. You know the kentucky chicky, yea that chicky. HAHAHA ytd i saw a super cool shop. All the toys, omg, so coool lor, i want! But ex and anyway not practical also. But i saw walle sia, but i nv buy for ms tang. HAHAHAH budget. Lol when i feel slightly richer, i will go buy for ms tang!! HAHAHA

I dont know what to blog. But aye just wanna say i am fine la. so just dont worry :D

2009-05-30T08:23:00.000-07:00

This headache is killing me. The only thing i could do now is to fold more papers. So I will just do that, because there's really nothing else i can do. The one who always hold my hands to school, the one that i used to sleep with when i was young, the one who always buy me icecream, the one who i am supposed to visit ytd. Life is unpredictable. I feel very tired, but I just can't fall asleep.. And my head is killing me. Gah.

2009-05-28T17:00:00.000-07:00

I could still rmb how hard i cried the other time when my aunt left. And that time, S and T were all along there for me. There isn't any moment i feel that i am alone. Because i know i still got them. But it still hurt alot then.

This time, i guess its 6th sense. Right from the morning, my mom said "Dont regret this" Her first phone call i already knew what's coming. I go into silence because i am afraid it is all falling on me again. The second phone call came and i knew its D-day. It's just a matter of whether i will be too late or not. I was late. Too late. The moment i saw my uncle, i knew i was late. His eyes were red. Even without going into the ward, i knew what had happened. I saw her lying there, peacefully. I broke down. She looked like she is just sleeping like usual but the tears in everyone's eyes tells me something is wrong. I stared to look for signs, signs that she still could be breathing. I stared and i stared, everything still remained still. Alot of thoughts ran through my head..

I thought of S and T..

I was thinking if she wanted to see me before she left. I was thinking if she will feel sad not seeing me. I was thinking, that i haven't told her that i got my scholarship and that she dont need worry because i will study hard and i will grow up to become a very good person, i haven't tell her that i really appreciate her for bringing me up, and being in my life and taking care of me since i was young. Somehow.... I dont know. Maybe i just feel numb. Maybe i just dont feel anything.

But i am fine. yea. guess i am stronger now.

I am fine.

Good luck for GP kay :)

2009-05-27T12:19:00.000-07:00

YL is love! :D

2009-05-23T21:59:00.000-07:00

For an update, I passed my moe interview, i got my teaching award :D Yay.

And i misss some friends. I miss you all. Yay no more relief teaching, i hope i can meet up with you all soon!

2009-05-15T14:03:00.000-07:00

Okay today is the most important day of my life. OMG, i am convincing myself that I am prepared. I am prepared! Its my most important step into my teaching career. OMG. I feel so tired. But I can't be. And omg, later after that i need to like distress. I need to go back ny and play ball play ball. I wanna be a teacher, because it is in my blood. =.=

WISH ME LUCK.

Why i want to be a teacher? cos i like to be called ms yuen. HAHAHAHHA okay no la. I feel weird when people call ms yuen. But well, i think its kind of used to it liaoz. HAHAHA

2009-05-09T22:55:00.000-07:00

Seriously, my name is now BURDEN YUEN. Lol. Okay great, I dont know why the songs on my comp are just playing emo mama songs like, like a knife, always be my baby now... Sheesh. Lol. Seriously chasing pavements is not bad. I wonder when will my break come. Haha, i need time to accept uni and prepare for interview. Omg, so scary, why always when I am doing rt, then alot of such stuffs will come. And i dont know why the stupid nus doesnt let me accept it ):

Haha, i am gonna like exercise exercise and control my diet so that i can lose all the weight that i gained these few months. I am seriously like fat, like what the hell. Okay. Seriously i haven't been spending time catching up with my friends :S Sorry. I am like busy everyday sia. Wake up super early and coming home at around 10plus. Too tired to initiate smses and sometimes to reply msges.

Aiyo, i gtg alr. Come back again. WO HAO LEI ORH. Going to sleep liaoz.

2009-05-01T20:59:00.000-07:00

Tmr and sunday gonna be super packed. Actually all my weekends vey packed. Cos of tuition stuffs. Okay I think I have to head down to queensway tmr to exchange stuff then quickly chiong to tuition liaoz. Okay, so other than my hair, life is still happy :D

I just played wii and i made my cute seniors laugh like shit. HAHAHA oh and i am not going to try that bitter chips again, it suck. Hahaha. I tried goodwood park durian puffs :D I kinda of miss my team mates, i miss my hair. I miss playing basketball. I am going to watch tv alr.

Mayday parade is kinda nice.

2009-05-01T13:48:00.000-07:00

Don't talk to me, I am currently at my down-est period of my life. I wanna cry already la, my hair. Walau. I will never go back to that evil place anymore.

2009-04-29T21:21:00.000-07:00

Haha, recently very very busy, everyday alot of things happen but i dont have time to note them all down :D But just hahaha, very happy lor! Everyday is fun and H-A-P-P-Y. And the stupid barbara anyhow, buay tahan. On the bus, make me laugh until i buay tahan. Lol. I think melanie will feel so paiseh la. Blame it on bbk kay, cos it is she anyhow talk crap one :D Yes seriously, bbk what are friends for right?! HAHAHHAHAH, and so i will announce, EH VALERIE, BARBARA WANTS YOU TO BE HER BFF! :D

Oh and and, I am going back to ny to be relief teacher from next monday, for another 3 weeks. WOAH. Hahahaha, 3 weeks i have to wake up super early liaoz :0 And haiyo next week got advanced paper liaoz, my cutest student, you jiayou hor!!! If not you go find stanley. MUST JIAYOU OKAY! your tcher here very concern.

okie, i keep laughing and i dont know what to type anymore :D

But i won't forget this, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE :D HAPPY 19th.

P.s wileen take good care of yourself in usa :D

2009-04-27T10:24:00.000-07:00

All my words seemed to be buried 10 thousand feets under the ground. I don't have the courage, to be brave, just once. Just because, not everyone has a chance to do everything over again. It's too late, I'm sure.

2009-04-26T16:35:00.000-07:00

Haha, one photo to spice this space a little. Well, you see, one is enough, because there is a super cute and funny person in this photo. HAHAHAHA.. Just smile and accept whatever I have typed in the previous sentences :D

Hmm, i took a scary cab that day. Lol, but well its sacry cos we haven't seen a ____ woman driving a cab before. She has loads of vulgarities in her dying to come out. Although i dont understand but I know she is swearing. She drove us everywhere ard s'pore but not geylang east swimming complex. And omgz she took like 2 min to return me my change... My stomach and heart were already screaming so hard inside me. HAHAHA. worst taxi experience.

On a high note, ny girls beat jjc :D Next game with vjc @ sbc tmr. But rather i am more excited for zhss match WOHOOOOOOOOO. it's semi finals, omgz really hope they can win! YAY.

I need to go, will continue after i come home BYE

2009-04-23T14:55:00.000-07:00

I feel like i really need to do alot of things, but I am lazy :S I wanna buy new shoes, bags, clothes. Hahaha, but I am lazy to go out and do the shopping. HAHA CRAZY. I am feeling super l-a-z-y. I feel like eating durian. Ms tang and ms yau, bring me go tmr :0 HAHAHAHA Lol, i downloaded mall cop, but i am too lazy to watch. WTH? HAHAHAHA

Okie, i am seriously hopeless, I wanna swim but i dont feel like changing, omg! I am lazy to the max. I am feeling hungry now, but i dont feel like cooking, i dont feel like going out to buy. OMG. If you poke me right now, lazy juices will flow out :0 HUNGRY HUNGRY.

Can someone buy me lunch, buy me new clothes, shoes and bag and send it to my house? HAHA LOL.

When we are young, everything feels like the end of the world. But it isn't :D

2009-04-22T14:15:00.000-07:00

Scarlet, before you go through with this, I want to remind you of September 7 1988, it was the first time I saw you. You were reading Less than zero. you were wearing a Guns n Roses T-shirt, I've never seen anything so perfect. I remember thinking that I had to have you or i would die. And when you expressed that you love me, I did the homecoming dance, and i felt so peaceful and safe. Because I know that no matter what happens, from that day on, nothing can ever be that bad, because I had you. And then I, I.. I grow up and I lost my way. And I blamed you for my failures. And you think you are right to do this today, but I don't want you to. But I guess, if I love you, I should let you move on.

Lol, I think it was like this. :D You are the best decision that I've made, and I just forgot. Spirit guy, come find me. I want to be 17 again. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH but walauuuuu I dont have a picture of me anywhere in school la :l LOL

FREE CONE DAY yesterday :D SO HAPPY!

2009-04-20T13:19:00.000-07:00

:D LOL i read some of my past emails just. Well, i was really very xinfu last time (: Really very very very very very very, I just cant stress enough. Really. Just wanna say thank you. Seriously :D I am sorry that things screwed up soemhow, but still, sincere thanks.

Okay, one week has passed! :D I am back from my relief teaching. Wohooooo. So fun can. Lol, ny students are all so funny. Especially the J1s, they are so funny, that they make me can't stop umchio-ing when i am with them. Hahaha. Cute J1s man. Hahaha, all the classes under me had muscle aches after my pe. Hahaha, my pe is torturing de lor, but everyone of them do pe till so happy. They are like omgz funny, its fun to be a jc pe teacher!!! But some J2s will show that face, like they super hate pe, and i will get pissed too. But well, the J1s simply make me super happy again. They will go like"TEACHER TEACHER TEACHER!" excitedly when they see me, or a mass "GOOD MORNING MS YUEN" followed by a bow, HAHAHA, they are like super hilarious. And i think ny studennts really not bad, they ask for permission for things and i think the PE culture in ny is good, thats why its like this :D They either address me as "Mam" or "Teacher", because. hahaha i always never introduce who I am. But not bad, "MAM" HAHAHHAHA. Lol but some know my surname is yuen, so yar lor, MISS YUEN =.=

Overall, the relief teaching experience was marvelous. What's more, i got to eat on fried food day and they had a carnival on fri :D Quite fun. I won myself a giraffe soft toy. Lol, very cute. And so many students say they wanna dunk me la. Cos there was this dunking machine, but i hahahah dont dare, and hahaha, dont want them spend so much money to dunk me la, to dunk one teacher need $50. Hahaha lol, i told them i am more expensive, to dunk me, need $100. Hahaha.

Yeap, and i was able to go anywhere i want when i have no lessons, so i went up shopping for stuffs for my moe teaching scholarship selection test interview. Omg, so rush la. And and i watched my juniors played against scgs that day, ZHSS WON! I feel so happy when they are leading la, me and barbara practically went crazy! HAHAHA, and when we won, i really felt like crying. HAHAHAHHA lol, emo mama, cos hor, i feel very happy. Coach so nice, he always let me like play a part in the team, he say like this then i will be able to feel the satisfaction of winning. And things a team have to go through together :D THANKS THANKS. and i am so happy for jiaolian la, cos i know he is really happy that zh won.

Oh yea, and i bought my formal wear, but it was a disaster, ms sim and mr gary neo totally failed me. They end me driving me to city hall area to shop for clothes for me. They brought me to tailor make my blouse. And then they walk around to find suitable court shoes for me. OMG! I feel like so thankful la. So good sia. Oh and i borrowed bag and jacket from catherine, thank you senior! And also walau just nice xin's blouse and court shoes fit me la. PHEW. I went to the selection test. And ........ er the test was just disastrous. It is difficult la can, and so short of time. =.= And i dont really see how those questions is link to their choice to award the scholarship. The test is so... I dont knw how to describe. Okay but at least it was over. Thanks for those who prayed and wished me good luck, STUPID SHEILA NV PRAY!

Last week was a blast, too many things happen. And woah, blog till now also havent finish saying. Okie, and and yea saw the other side of serene. HAHAHAH lol. Okay and did i say another J1 found me to tuition her. Yar lor, i dont rmb her face alr, because last week see too many new faces, i dont rmb anymore. Okie :D Mid years is coming, i really hope my students can ace. Okie i will do my best , will do my best!!

I am feeling hungry liaoz, :( Oh yesterday met up with ci :D Fun as ever. I have a new love now. Sausages. :D I like sia. I keep eating and eating. Ci rocks. The feeling always stays. Hahaha. And meihui is still a good story teller like ever, it is forever so exciting :D Hahaha, ytd i went lesson with liesl, yay at least not so bored cos got company! :D And i fell asleep while sitting on the floor. Walau liesl laugh so loud that everyone turn around and look at me la! Okie, sorry sorry. Hahhahahah.

Okie i am going to meet the stupid head for lunch before i head to ny for tuition and training :D BYEBYE.

2009-04-13T13:15:00.000-07:00

My mind is full of tioman tioman tioman. I wanna a weekend getaway! Omg, i really feel like going. Sheeler says she will bring me there. I hope she mark her words. Sheila, if you break your words, i will get you a new teacher, HAHAHHAHA. Complain to agent also no use. I wont take you back. So please, bring me to tioman okay! Tugs your sleeves, bring me go okay? :D I wannnna eat the seafood there, go diving, go beach there and just relax. OMGZ, i wanna go tioman. Bring me go bring me go. Pleads :0

I wanna go i wanna go i wanna go :D :D Now april sia, 4 months to uni life. BRING ME GO TIOMAN :D

2009-04-13T09:09:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, i just wonder whether all these is worth it. I hope that whatever I have done can make a difference, I hope you feel it and I hope you put in the effort too. Because I did all these for you. I got the similar feeling, that you don't know why I care so much. Sometimes i guess we shouldnt really aim to change someone because it's not easy at all.

Ytd there was a sharing, and i got to know this story.

There was this girl who left home in anger after a quarrel with the mom. She was so angry that when she left home, she didn't even bring her phone and wallet. As she walk aimlessly on the streets, she grew hungry. She regreted leaving her house. As we walk, she stop outside this noodle shop. The shop owner asked her "Do you want a bowl of noodles?" She replied, "Yes, but i don't have any money with me" But being very kind, the shop owner, said that it will be a treat and invited her into the shop for a bowl of noodles. The girl also told the shop owner abt the quarrel she had with her mom and why she is now idling around. While eating the bowl of noodles, the girl teared. She felt very touched that the shop owner is so kind to treat her a bowl of noodles even though they are stangers. (LOL I KNOW THIS IS VERY =.=, but hahahahha, let me continue) And so the shop owner came, "why are you crying?" Girl said, "because you are so kind to treat me noodles" The shop owner replied, "We are strangers, and you felt so touched just because i treated you one bowl of noodles" He continued, " Do you how many bowls of noodles have your mom treated you, how many meals she had prepared just for you? So why didn't you cry everytime you are having a meal at home, or you mom pays for your meal?"

(: Funny isn't it? A simple story that really shows how we always take things for granted. Especially those who are the closest to us, like our family. We often take our family for granted. Hahaha, we must really learn to observe the things people are doing for us and be really appreciative, because not everything is li suo dan ran :D

2009-04-12T18:31:00.000-07:00

I seriously wanna die alr. Very very tired everyday. Wa piangs, just now on the bus i totally sleep can. Sleep till the interchange, must have been super unglam. But i couldn't care less alr, cos i really buay tahan, i super tired :( OMGZ. wo yao si diao liaoz.

Ytd went out with class :D Very fun. Lol me and joan have been like waiting for each other smses for weeks la, Hahahahaha. funny. Lol okie and my classmates read my blog. Hahahah, so hello! I didn't know la, cos i never really share my add. But i dont mind anyway :D OKIE I AM SUPER TIRED. Met the class and we went to queue at astons. I was like super hungry cos i didn't ate lunch. By the time we settle in and got a seat it was 1 hr later. And the food came 30 mins after, walau aye, super hungry can! Hahaha, but in the end i eat till i wanna explode. Hahaha, their potato salad very nice (: Not bad sia, 15 people turned up. :D

After that the girls, we went to the ICE MONSTER at ps. Hahaha, wooooooow the durian and mango thingy super nice. Especially their durian, eat till super xinfu. It was so funny to see kim's face la, laugh till my face go red. She champion sia. Hahahaha, lol seriously i should date kim and joan out to have a durian feast soon. Lol, i very long never eat alr la! Hahaha, and anyone to wants to go eat durian also can come. Hahahah, and okie i think i might put up a tagboard soon since people keep saying :D

Okie, i very tired. I go bathe then go out liaoz. Everyone take care :D

2009-04-11T15:40:00.000-07:00

Guess i should just do some blogging to kill time. Actually now supposed to be having tuition de, but last minute cancelled, xia la, make me dont know what to do now. Hahaha. Joan say good. Where got good? No money leh. At first will have $240 into my pocket one, now no more. SOBS. Today will get paid de lo :S Lol must be alison yvonne they all kidnap serene. Next week i go nyjc be relief teacher, you all die. HAHAHAHA, somemore i will take you all de class, make you all run track :D i will torture you all. Run track for 1h!

Okay, have to wait till 1h later then got things to do. Have class dinner at astons. And i am going to buy my slippers, wohoooo :D What colour what colour leh? Hahaha, i still dont know how much i will be paid per day as a relief teacher, like $90? Hope i can run off to watch the junior's match on tues :D

Ytd went cat's house to play mahjong, they are super sly can. They checked the calender and their horoscopes, say ytd is a "WANG" day for them, that's why they wanna play mahjong. So crap la, and seriously, they wang until they suck the money out of me. But nvm, i think i ate cat's house until there's nothing left. I finished the muffins, ice cream and chips. Hahahahah. And towards the end, i used my shi qi to win them. Hahaha, really super funny sia, i shout shout shout and the tiles i want just come and come. Okay wanna watch handsome suit, sniper, knowing and mall cop soon. But like a bit no time. Maybe later can watch :DD

And hello people, i am going for class outing okay. Don't always say i never go. I now very active le hor! :D Okay my blog sucks. wanna die liaoz. Hahaha tired die. seriously everyday reach home, i just go to my room and sleep. today sleep till10am :D And i slack till now... =.=

And now i am called hardcore tuition teacher -.- sian diao. Hahaha.

2009-04-09T19:08:00.000-07:00

I feeel very tired, and I feel that i am more than busy than ever recently. Wanna die liaoz. I feel tired every second. And :s still got tuition later, i wanna die. I dont really look forward to grp tuition now. Cos hahaha, very tired, cos must manage so many small kids. Okay tmr is good friday, a holiday for me, i want to rest at home and take a good good rest before i chiong next week. oh btw is relief teaching from tues to fri. Okay chiong. After next week i needa go buy formal wear alr, if not i die. Oh okay, to answer questions, okay i recieved mail from both uni alr, NUS science and NTU chem. Yep, think will accept NUS ba. okay, i needa go tuition liaoz. RAR, bye bye

Oh yea, btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEENA. I am like super busy recently, so yea, will talk to you soon kay. Meanwhile take good care of yourself and don't grow too fat :D

2009-04-07T11:42:00.000-07:00

Going out later to meet inez, chonglik and joshua :D And omg i can't believe chonglik is so retarded. He said "set ah tmr, the one who is late is turtle" OMGz, he how old already, 19 yrs old somemore going army still so childish. I was O.O stun. That is so unlike him :S Nvm. Hahaha. One last time before the guys go into army. Hahaha, hope when chonglik comes out, he can walk more manly=.= Hahaha. Okay i dont't feel like blogging hahah. Okay and i guess i will see my most irritating student later too hahahaa. LOL she make me laugh like crazy, she is so retarded, i buay tahan. faints. Yay look forward to this weekend, ms sim gonna treat our class to astons :D YAY. and and and, next week tues to thurs, i am going ny to be relief teacher, i think wed when i see the seniors, they sure will suan me like crazy :S Hahaha, i will go swimming tmr! must exercise :D

Vulnerable

2009-04-04T11:25:00.000-07:00

You turned your back and you walked away. Every step you took, drove me closer to hell. I struggled but managed to climb out from the dark corner, but the torment just wont go away. And everytime, the wounds- they burn.

2009-04-02T22:47:00.000-07:00

ZHSS BASKETBALL ROCKSO :D Very happy for them. Lol, it is the first time i ever cheered like this for a team. Hahaha, i think i train alot with zhss till i really care for them liaoz. Its like they are my team like that. Like 12 little sisters. Hahahaha. Lol. Very happy when you see efforts bloom into results. Very happy for coach, very happy for the team, very happy that they actually did it :D It's the satisfaction, hehehehehehe yay coach will be in zhss for the next many many years liaoz. yahooooooooooooooo!

Went CDAC for meeting. Settled things. Took the train back home to rest cos i was very tired. I talked to A on the way back. Hmmm, okay ba, things not as bad now, maybe he is not as bad as what i think. Okay la, try to maintain good rs with boss better la hor, if not life will be miserable :S Fu yan a bit lor :D had tuition lo, now my class is like increasing in size every week :0 More and more students. BU YAO! i want as little as people per class, if not i will sore throat like crazy.

2009-04-01T22:58:00.000-07:00

I have got the cutest student on earth HAHAHAHAHAHA.

2009-04-01T11:45:00.000-07:00

Somehow or rather, it feels great from yesterday :D As in you could see that slowly, your students are opening up to you. Like you become their friend and they share with you everything that happens in school, things that they love and things that they don't. People that they are close with in school and those that they dont. Problems with their friends, problems with school work. And things that are just going on in their life. Yep, I think it is super cool :D

And even though my throat is killing me and i dont even feel like talking a bit. Haha, but cute students like this, omgz, make me feel like pinching their cheeks. HAHAHA. Seriously if sheila is my sister, i would have die laughing long time agoz. And hahaha, i am actually thankful i have got my brother :D Okay i am gonna watch training later. haha, did i tell you guys i love zhss. As in the zhss juniors, hahahaha, yes i think i said before, they make me feel so happy. Their innocence, the way they are just makes you cant agree more that life can be just so simple and yet so happy and fulfilling :D

I agree with coach. I see his effort bloom. And i feel all is worthwhile. And i hope the juniors really get that too :D

2009-03-31T15:06:00.000-07:00

I sat on a bike ytd, the wind swiping across your face, you really feel like spreading your hands wide open and enjoy the breeze. Hahaha, :D Funny people. Okay i feel like i am fit after exercising so much ytd :D But i highlight, it's only i feeel. Hahaha. Lol, i remember telling inez that i will never ride in a bike before, even as a passenger, but idk why i wanted ytd =.= But eh eh, it was a funny ride, but hor, scary also leh, like no protection from anything. And i think i am too heavy, that might break the bike apart. Hahaha, omgzz my throat hurts like crazy, so much so that i really dont feel like talking at all :S No wonder teachers are most prone to getting throat cancer or stuffs like that. OMGz, i am heading towards death :( Hahaha.

And oh ytd connie came, with her jokes and everything, she certainly is funny and corny. Totally wins hands down man, she is just well, abnormal. HAHAHAHHA

2009-03-30T10:28:00.000-07:00

I have only known her for two years. But if you took every memory, every moment, if you stretched them end-to-end - they'd reach forever.

Look at the language. I simply love it okay. I love the book, the writer :D

Observe merits aprreciate kindness. And life would be beautiful. Actually it already is (:

2009-03-29T20:06:00.000-07:00

I am feeling super happy today :D Lol. Did good and happy things.

I just watched confessions of a shopaholic, nah, won't say that it is a good movie, actually i think it is kind of lousy. Hahaha :D Well, wanna thanks moh jie lol, hmm she and cat, well, really thank you. Hahahaha, two really good big sisters. Hahaha. Really appreciate them :D Thanks for the concern, and I AM FINE!! :D Lol. Oh and i went koi for its green milk tea, its great :D

Oh man and while waiting, i went popular and read a book, Jodi Picoult, "My sister's keeper" Hahaha, i borrowed from yun eons ago but nv have the enthu to take it out to read. Today i read it. And i can't put the book down anymore hahahaha. And i am very excited cos i wanna read "Nineteen minutes" I think the title is that. I want to read that. I think i know who has the book. Wanna read it hahhaha. Lol.

:D HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY.

2009-03-28T17:42:00.000-07:00

Oh yea, nevertheless this week i gotta say its great. Hahaha, did alot of things. Things like swimming, shopping, tuitioning at mac with sheila chua, lol! Is she just retarded or am i easily amused? Hahahaha. And omg bubble tea from koi is like heavenly, i gotta go back again! (: Lol balling is always fun. Seniors are a plus plus point too. And miss tang can really get very very funny :D HAHAHA (:

And i got to know of this super fun website through jasmine's blog, check it out people, it's super fun. I swear. It's good. http://www.y8.com/

Yeap and i accompanied xin to her smu interview the other day, pure coolness. To get to her house and see pepper jumping around me hahahaha. And lol kexin should dress like that more often la, i think suits her well :D Hahahha. And and and, i ate DIN TAI FUNG yesterday :D Had my longly awaited xiao long baos, hehehe happy! And oh yea, I recieved nus mail last night, i got into nus science. Hmm, nus or ntu, nus or ntu, nus or ntu? :l

Also met ruth and cher the other day, supposed to be a chiong night, however i decided not to. Hahahaha, i am trying to convince myself drinking is not the solution. =.= LOL lame. Okay idk what to say anymore. Oh yea, "My life would suck without you" by Kelly Clarkson is great (:

Tmr will be a cool day, because it's sunday :D and i am going for a movie :D And i think its free... YAY

2009-03-28T16:27:00.000-07:00

I am fine :D

Should i say it, but I can't stand you. Yet maybe it's just prejudice. But i can't stand the pretence of everyone around you.

2009-03-26T17:18:00.000-07:00

You can curse and swear for all you want, but at the end of the day, you just have to let it go.

I finally saw this. It's just that i didn't curse and swear, i just whined. Haha. Although i didn't mention anything to anyone but life is slightly not to my side this two weeks. And this issue has been bugging me ever since. Nevertheless I had a great talk with Ms sim ytd at ny for a good 2.5h and I have been feeling more settled i guess. I will treat it as a experience then. And yea tmr i gotta face it and next monday too. I can do it :D

Well, its true. everyone has their own set of problems. And sometimes you just gotta learn to settle your problems by yourself. Nvm, learn from experience ba. This is how exactly people grow, isn't it (:

2009-03-23T20:47:00.000-07:00

I bought a new swimming costume and i am H-A-P-P-Y :D

Chiong to the pool tmr!!!

(:

2009-03-22T21:39:00.000-07:00

We will never really know our existence in the eyes of others :D I guess its really true. We will never know how important we are or how small we are in the eyes of others. And we will never know when we make a difference in the lives of others. (: And because of this, I just wanna say, Dont ever lose faith or hope, because, you might be the hope of others. You might just be the one that created an impact on someone, you might just be the role model of somebody. You never know. You might be the one that someone is secretly loving, but you never know. You never know.

Hahaha, so much gan xiang, lol cos these few days of tuition make me realised a lot of things. Like how a teacher means to a student. I am stun, I really am, and although teaching may not be easy, nor that difficult, but along the way there will be a lot of problems that you might face, but indeed it is a learning journey everyday. So i guess, I will pursue it :D

This week, things i did :

1) Walk home from nyjc. (40 mins walk)

LOL this is the only thing i wannna mention, I walked home from school okay! Hahahaha. under the influence of Ee han and catherine =.= They are seriously funny. Haha.

I just came back from Expo. Went for adidas sales, robinsons fair, popular fair, FOOD fair. HAHA Hall 5B was almost empty la can, I didn't even see anything that i can buy at adidas. Its like super kua zhang, EMPTY can! horrors.... hahaha. Okay la, at least i bought a nice top :D and my leg is like damn suan can! Hahaha. But tmr i am going shopping with my mama wohooo. (:

Ytd went my ah ma house after tuition, very long never go visit her alr :S Actually i will want to bring my ah ma and the maid to stay in my house. Then i can everyday see her and buy food for her :D

2009-03-21T21:41:00.000-07:00

There is a few things i wanna say about you, you stupid arrogant ass.
Seriously i wanna explode already! I nearly wanna explode at sheila's place this afternoon.
You don't get to judge me without having the full story.
You dont bloody think that $2 is enough to cover for my transportation.
Elitism, i finally saw it. I heard abt how these elites think that all stupid people should just die. I haven't gotten close to such people before, but now i am working under one such ass. I guess no one ever told you about your behavior. Stop questioning others like they are criminals. Mind you, respect them, most of them are older than you. Show some manners.

You arrogant ass. Don't think money is everything. There is alot of things money can't buy. I bet you don't even understand. And even you have some money, don't try to even imagine, you are capable of mendling my life.

Teaching may be the most satisfying job, but with a boss like this, I think that is the reason why people break contracts or break bonds. Elitism is sick.

2009-03-19T14:40:00.000-07:00

My life now, swimming & balling :D Other than these two, I'm practically slacking, I've lose the hype and the eager-to-go-tuition mood. I just feel like slacking my life away. Haha, its true, just keeping the time to yourself and do things you like is very fun and nice :D Coach ask me to tuition another jnr ytd. Lol if i tell barbara, she will ^$^)#@*Q&)&$)#&#) me. HAHAHHAHAHAH lol. So now its 4, 8, 14. HAHAHA. I hope i can really help them ba, really want to see their results improve!!!!!

I got nothing much to blog leh, hahahah. happy life lor :D Everyone be happy too.

This march holiday is coming to an end soon!!

2009-03-17T19:48:00.000-07:00

Hahaha, been busy all these days. :D Okay, lol sat and sun is freebies grabbing day!
It is super fun, hohoho. LOL yep can't really decide which school I wanna go still.
As in yea although I applied my courses for NUS and NTU, but if i have a goal, its better ma.
But yea, i haven't get to an agreement yet. Playing psp, watching tv these days. And ate alot.
And i gained weight. I think everybody will laugh when they see this. If you are smiling or laughing, SHIT YOU! HAHAHHAHAHHAHAAHHA

Okay, tmr evening going ny to play ball. yay!

2009-03-12T22:59:00.000-07:00

Hahahha, let me recap ytd, cos ytd is a day worth recapping. HAHAHA

Went to ps for lunch, actually suppose to like go for smu pasarmalam, haha. weird eh, but kexin says smu having pasarmalam, idk la, so just okay lor, go ps there. We eat LJS. wohooo, my favourite :D Haha, actually i have alot of favourites la. hehehe. (: Then then we went beside subway there, get free ice cream. HAHAHAH, cos jiayu working there. gelato sia, she give super alot. Haha, and i think wa the ice cream really very nice eh. Haha, but too bad, she say she this week last day of work alr ): No more free ice cream. sads. But yay because of LJS and free gelato icecream, life is great. Hahah, then we went eh orchard :D I exchange my top HEHE using my evil means. And i bought num tanks! wohoooooooo, so happy. Okay i really like them and omg i think its super pretty. Hahaha :D After that went zhss play ball ball, wohoooo, and that LOSER student so lousy, so loser, hahahhhhaha. Keep saying i cheat her feelings, hahahhahha. Very funny la she. Make me laugh non stop mans. After that went amk hub meet elephant for dinner. Hahahha, i keep thinking abt the free ice cream then umchio, hahah, super funny. Then yea lor, told elephant say i feel very fortunate now :D cos those stupid ass students actually make me feel this way. They let me see alot of things i overlooked. They make me know that my life is actually very cool and happy :D

AND GOOD NEWS, I DONT NEED TO WORK AT TUITION CENTRE ANYMORE.

I AM FREE. YAHOOOOOOOOOOOO.

I think my mom spread her germs to me. Sick. But hahahha, still as happpy :D

2009-03-10T19:29:00.000-07:00

Two days break from work :D Life is G-R-E-A-T! Wohoooooooo.
Happy happy happy happy. Hehe!

But tmr need to work again ):
Hahahahaha, never mind, jiayous!
You never fail to brighten my day :D

I applied for NUS and NTU alr.
Busy week ahead, gonna may my payments today and settle things asap. (:
Everyone take care.

I am living my life to the fullest and happiest :D

2009-03-09T22:26:00.000-07:00

I wanna pull out all my hair already!!!!!!!!!!!

University procedures are so tedious. Apply scholarship till i wanna die.
Still must write essay. Roar. I applied two days leave to complete it.
Hope i get replies, if not, :S waste all my effort. roar.
And i am not done with anyone yet.

I am happy to be zhss basketball team. Really.
Because of coach, because of the seniors, because of all of you.
And now, in addition, because of ISH. Hahahhaa.

OMG, application sucks. esp when deadlines are drawing closer and closer.

2009-03-08T14:33:00.000-07:00

Somethings we have to say it before its too late.
I had a nightmare last night & I really got to let this out.

Sorry that we met, sorry that you know me.
I think you hate me but i just wanna say sorry.
Sorry for everything and sorry for knowing me.
Sorry that things screw up, sorry that i wasnt mature enough.
Sorry that i even existed.
Sorry that i made life unbeautiful.

Sorry.

Things are always back to haunt me again and again. Maybe that's the punishment i guess. Sorry that i am just me.

2009-03-06T10:14:00.000-08:00

Breathes in and out. Breathes in and out. Breathes in and out.
Its okay, I did my best, and now i can only let god do the rest.

So lets all pray hard. The suspense is killing everybody.

Well, good luck to everyone! Ace it all. :D HUAT AH!

2009-03-04T14:41:00.000-08:00

Listening to this song make me, hahah, smile. cos i think its funny.

Oh hot damn,
this is my jam
Keep me partying till the A.M
Yall don't understand, make me throw my hands
In the ayer, ay, ayer, ayer, ay, ayer

Hahahaha. ayer ay ayer. Roti prata roti prata, bian chao ta, bian chao ta.
One of like my fav cheer last time.
Crush you like a hum jim peng, never ever rise again. HAHAHA
funny silly catchy.

Dont bully me or i crush you like a hum jing peng :D

2009-03-04T10:37:00.000-08:00

For some reasons, it feels like shit. Thanks for whatever you said, thanks for whatever you ignored. Thank you roti prata.

Its just black, white, grey. Just gotta live it.

Longest roller coaster ride ever.

2009-03-02T23:38:00.000-08:00

Today i played ball :D zhss trg today at indoor court wohoooooooooo. so cool.
But hoh my big boss sprained her ankle. hairline crack somemore. And she very sad, cos she got chosen for combined school team, but now, she can't go for trial ): Haiyo so wasted. Cos i think my boss seriously very qiang, got stamina, got build, got speed, got spring (hahaha, means she jump very high) Just very qiang jui correct liaoz. Yea lor, i think she play ball very qiang. Neh mind, hope she recovers quickly. That fatty, shakes head sia... And she just thanked me for the orleng file =.= Hahaha, so lames. Lol big boss ask me for my blog url, but i didnt give her cos i dont want to know i think she very qiang, if not later somebody yaya payaya liaoz. Hahaha.

Oh oh today a TP girl came with coach to trg, she is super qiang. FUN TIME training at zhss. :D Hahhaha, i love 3 on 2, 3 on 3 and 4 on 4. That's what i always like for trainings. wohooo, today do alot. YAY! went over to nyjc with coach and TP girl, the sky black as idk what, but it was super grey that it looked super fake. Met barbara and friends. Since it was raining, we went to j8 to eat. Talk and eat till rain stop. And we went to play ball :D Hahaha. Lol. Hahaha, woah, very fun. Then minxi is it, i forget the name, corrected my shooting style, she said i am not shooting correctly. Wa and she teach and she teach and teach. LOL. Now i feel like playing ball alot :D Hahaha. and also swimming. Hhahhaa.

And hor, i have grown sian of my job. So yea, taking a break tmr :D I am so lousy, so fast sian. But well, life is supposed to be doing as much things that you like as much as possible right?? Haha, life is short, so live your life to the fullest! :D i feel so tired, yet so satisfied and happy (:

2009-03-01T19:49:00.000-08:00

Cause I believe
那幸福不灭的定律你的手心
不一定要由我握紧
就像恒星总会有发光的原因
Oh I believe 你值得被珍惜

也值得我放弃

你值得.

2009-03-01T01:00:00.000-08:00

Expectations expectations, they are bound to pull you down yo.

Too many a times, reality doesn't coincides with your expectations.

You know, yep, i care. BIG boss as you say.

Hahahaha. i always really believe in letting others fly.

Cos i feel, if they are real and sincere, they will fly back. A few did fly back.

But for those who didn't, i just wish that you are happy and doing fine.

Cos many a times, i too is afraid of rejections. For those who flew back, thank you.

For those who didn't, it doesn't mean i have like forgotten about you, its just that maybe there is a reason why you didnt wanna fly back. and i respect that.

Hahahah, well, tmr i can finally rest! I really think i need to pack my room, it's in a mess.

I am tired. Went out with ci. Oh man, chill out at coffeenations, cool yo. Very homey. And tmd, that small girl, said i am FAT. wth, at first she talk to me so nice. Kids are kids. To me, there is an inborn devil inside them. HAHAHA. After that she became a devil and bully me ): HHAHAHAHA. I am teacher moh okay!!!! Lol. Fun time hanging out with them. :D Luckily small girl left, if not i will be damn sad, cos she keep bullying me ): Bad bad ci all laugh at me. Why am i always the target to be laughed at? =.= Hahahaha.

2009-02-27T23:30:00.000-08:00

HAHAHA, i am back. ):

So fast hor. Hahahahahhaa.. I'm back because i nearly lose my phone today. I just left it on the table at fish & co. HORRORS!!! My god, i don't even realise until someone from behind run towards me and say, "Did you all just dine at fish and co? Is this your phone?" OMG. I am so so so so so so lucky. The fish and co person ran so far to catch up with me and pass it to me O.O I was at the fish & co at park mall there, and we were already like reaching mrt, and the person ran till there.. Wa, i am so so so grateful. Thank you you okie! Seriously. I will love and protect my phone even more now. If not i need to spend my pay tmr to go buy hp liaoz, HENG AH.. i guess good karma still lingers. Hahhaa, thank you ah fish and co :D

And today felix (my pri 6 student) really made me fuming mad, if i didnt rmb that i was a teacher, i have already slapped him and punched him. He used his paper and come and hit me okay. He hit me hard. Although it was not pain, but it shows great disrespect. I totally ROARED at him. Omg, i think he nearly cried. Hahaha. Okay shit. But seriously he is not those playful type leh, he is sensible but he choose to be naughty to catch your attention, but i believe he is very smart. I really hope he can change and be a good student. He will really do well if her becomes guai. really, but i don't know how to help him too cos he has already failed himself. He chose to believe that he is EM3, that he is a bad apple. Hai.. But actually out of all my pri 6 students, i believe he is the one who has the most potential.

Okay, haha, i am going to go sleep now, tmr instructors trg workshop, then meet ci at cafe and tuition at night :D Life is busy and happy. Thank you fish and co. And felix, dont think yourself as a bad apple. You are not. Haha, like you will see this like that. Hahaha. Kay. Goodnight everyone :D

2009-02-25T22:41:00.000-08:00

Well, life's great and everyday seems so happy that i think i got nothing to blog about. Nothing special or down. Haha. And yea, i am getting busy with tuition stuffs coming all around. Everyday there is tuition except like monday. So yea, i am busy, and life's been very good. Let me jsut call my 9-3pm job place office instead of tuition centre, if not i will only talking about tuition throughout, very confusing. Haha, so yea office, its funny that evrytime i start work, i will lose myself and i will forget the time such that its like 2plus then i will realise that i should go eat lunch. Its like i enjoy doing the work i am supposed to do and time passes like super fast. So yea, i love my job now. And i am like busy working. So yea. tired now.

Wa my posts and my blog so boring.. Hahaha, kay byebye. I will blog again when my life gets sad HAHAHA. Now everyday tuition stuffs, keep blogging also nth much to say. And cannot everyday say "Life rocks life rocks" or "Wa, very happy" hahha, later people see alr also sian, RIGHT? Hahaha, so when something more special happen to me or when my life gets sad, you will see me again. Hahha, i dont hope the latter happens.

Everybody take care!

2009-02-24T22:50:00.000-08:00

Haha, so now i am a assistant manager at tuition centre. Haha, like what i said, only name nice only, pay wise, hahaha $6/h. Lol, but well i am doing this job cos i wanna learn more things :D Like now i am preparing topical test papers for primary 3-6. Haha, lol. Lol but i can still go online, go facebook, do whatever i like at work. Lol, there are no rules actually. Haha. I dont mind doing the work but haha, i do lose out on my mlan qui huo timings and stuffs. My dramas.... I cant catch them anymore. So now, temporarily, i am working from 9-3pm daily, weekdays.

Tired, ytd went xin hse with ruth. I got seh. And man, it was very bad. The minute i stand up, i fell. Didnt know red bull taste so nice, and orange juice too. Hahaha, but idk why but 14 made me feel like it was bad. So i guess i will try not to drink as much as possible i guess. But ytd was accidental, it was the first shot gone wrong. Hahaha =.=

I forget anything that happened after i went into the room. Seriously, did i do weird things or did i blabber any nonsence? Hope i did not.

Saw ngiam and she taught me physics today. Hahahaha, she is super zia, she made me feel that i shouldnt be a tuition teacher anymore cos i am too stupid. lol. btw its very confirm that A' levels is coming out next fri, which is 6 March. Hahaha. results show. GG.

2009-02-22T22:03:00.000-08:00

In life there are many ups and downs. Hahahaha, cliche as it is.... But but but i think now its my UP UP UP :D Hahaha. sit at home, also got people call to ask for tuition. Stay at home, got job offer also. Hahaha. Lol. Good karma sia (; Hahaha, love it.

Hahaha,i think its only 3 weeks since i quit student mart leh. HAHAHA, but it feels like i quitted long long ago.. HAHAH, not say life now pass very slowly leh, its liek zooming veyr fast also. Hahaha. i bught a new nail polish from face shop and i painted it alr. HAHAH, dark blue :D but my painting sucks. so :S So kind souls out there, do volunteer your help to help me repaint okay :D It would be muchly appreciated.

Off to spot the difference wheeeeeeeeeeee.

2009-02-21T22:37:00.000-08:00

Okay had great fun since ytd :D Oh man, haha life should be all about friends, food, joking around, slacking, making fun of one another. (: Enjoyed myself at sop's house :D LOL, went for adam khoo's camp instructor workshop, i decided not to join cos hahaha, actually i dont think i have the passion la, hahaha, and because of that, i dont find the money worthwhile. yea, so not going anymore, but wells, today learn new things and had my share of fun too :D

After one day of not sleeping, i rushed home, bathed and out again for tuition, nearly wanna take cab cos i knew i was late. But wlao, bumble bee was late=.= smack you la. but i shall forgive you beacuse of the cupcake. Hahaha. Today, i have been like smiling crazily to myself. HAHAHA, its a funny feeling (: I feel fortunate. yay!

I am dead tired now, cos i didnt sleep yet since thurs. I going to sleep now. BYEBYE.

2009-02-20T10:39:00.000-08:00

:D Today will be a fun day wohoooooooooo. And i didnt blog ytd, (haha,its a big thing, cos now i blog everyday, at least once) cos i was BUSY. Hahaha, lol busy chatting online, busy watching lan qui huo, busy i dont know. Hahaha, i slept at 2.30am plus plus okay, that's why now i am heaving a slight headache, not enough sleep i guess. But my father woke me up early. Sighs.

Ytd, hahahaha, taught sheena, :D bth her. And sheila is =.= RETARDED. bang the wall man. Okay la ytd nth much, but hahha, enjoy myself :D cos watch lan qui huo and evrything. Hehe, yay yep that's all.

Tonight going sop's house :D Yahoooooooooooo.

2009-02-18T23:34:00.000-08:00

LOL, you see, when a person gets too free, she resorts to playing lame games online. and they are seriously LAME. HAHA. I'm like playing mousehunt and (Lil) Green Patch on facebook. Helping people clear their garden, lame. HAHAHA =.= Lol playing all sorts of games online because, WELL, i go nth much to do. HAHAHA.

Went zhss for training, jiaolian is super funny=.= Today's training he very happy, happily torturing them. HAHA, the c'girls, poor them. I think the sec1s super qiang, they could do proper layups already leh. NOW ONLY FEB 18! the sec3s super free lor. Lol, me and bbk played 7 on 7 with them (SO MANY PEOPLE!) =.= and then 4-on-4 and 1 on 1 on 1. Hahahaha, very very fun :D But now my fingers very tired. I dont know why after i play ball, my fingers will feel very sng=.= am i weird or am i weird? HAHHA. Okay, student is sick so nv train, did her hmwk, AND SHE KANNA BIRDSHIT. COOL SHIT. Hahahahhaa.

And seriously sc is retarded, like omgz!

Wa today play ball very fun. Very cool to run up and down the court. ITS COOL! WOHOO.
very funnnnn. and very cool cos first time play with sheena also, but i think like got mo qi, never before i got mo qi with people okay, HAHA. but she got mo qi with everyone one la, but wow, it was cool. HAHAHA. like zoom zoom SCORE. coool sia.

Alright today will end and tmr will come soon. HAHAHAHAH, i am like super free, so yea, i am like blogging everyday, cos know why, cos I AM SUPER FREE. HAHAHAH. Lol. Life is gonna continue like this for like 5 more months.. :D

2009-02-18T11:35:00.000-08:00

Had tuition ytd and went over to ny with student sheila chua to watch ny's friendly. Wohooo, guys match is super interesting, HAHAHA, lol.

SC: "those on court, all j1/j2?"
Me : "All j2s"
SC: "why J1s never play?"
Me: "this question, you should ask coach"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA because of that she laughed like crazy. HAHAHA

SC is very bad okay, she kept ordering me to do this do that. "you go there", "stop" She laughed like crazy when i played vball with her. =.= dont know what's wrong with her. And walao, she still say i very ting hua. =.= NO MORE FERERRO!

Watch watch watch, halfway, S and J came :D Lol, i thought i will be watching the match alone, but they came. HAHAHA, so yea THANK GOD :D Okay, ate bananas, shoot ball, played 2-on-2. HAHAH, they laugh at me, say my shirt very short and small ): HAHAHAH. yay, okay we will go for sop's slumber party on friday (: YAY. i got hungry and i went over to ST house for dinner. Haha, she say nobody eating alr, so i went over to clear food and i helped to wash up okay, HAHAHA.

That pig play word challenge from 6-9plus=.= and her hmwk is all untouched. WALAO, feel like knocking her head la. i left at abt 11pm and when i came home i am like super tired, so i bathed and ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. I love sleeping.

Later if not raining, then going zhss for training w B.kong and then dinner. HAHA

Life rocks.

P.s All folks, btw my sms going to explode alr, so i might not reply your msges, so yea, SORRY!!

2009-02-17T11:31:00.000-08:00

As promised ^^

I rather not do exaggeration on how good YOU are, but plainly just telling the truth.

Because many a times, we all know that, small gestures are the ones that really touches us.

Its things like, "Msg me when you reach home", such sentences that let us know that actually there's someone out there who cares, and this is a sentence that i always hear in bbgt, and this is the reason why i love the team. we appear to be cool people, but seriously, in each one of their hearts, really lives an angel, one that reaches out to their friends. The first time i heard that sentence, i was touched, EVEN THOUGH THAT IS WHEN I HEARD SHUWEN SAYING TO .... (i forget who) , HAHAHHHA but from then on, i felt OMG THIS TEAM IS SO CUTE. like in other people's eyes we are like cool and scary, but actually there is so much love in the team :D :D and that day when you said that sentence to me at the interchange, I felt touched :D

"I am here! I am here!" "I am your friend" :D Thank you. And you always made me feel that i really got a great friend (: You were there when i needed someone, when i am bored, when i feel hungry, when i wanted french fries. HAHAHHAHAHA, btw thanks alot yo. You never failed to make me feel entertained. Your passion for basketball make me feel that i really wanna train hard too, and i bet others felt that too.

The time when you had problems with sticker, piglet and stuffs, HAHA, i am glad i was there to listen to your $*#((*&($*& BUT yet, i am very glad, i was the one. (: Your messages that say " friday i off", "friday i half day, are you free" and stuffs, always never fail to lit me up. You might not know, such msges, really meant something :D

LOL sucker as i am, i still rmb the pizza you gave me on my bdae, (ALTHOUGH I HAVEN'T RETURN YOUR TUPPERWARE) [ i am sorry about that HAHAH ] Heh, thank you yea, you are a great friend to me, and someone that probably is of 100% to me (you know, percentage) HAHHA.

YOU made a difference to my jc life :D

This was not done to cheat you into accompanying me later, these are heart felt words :D
and the rest, i guess there's no need for me to say, because somethings are not meant to be said, they are meant to felt and treasured. Just like how some smses, don't need replys. HAHAHHAHAA

2009-02-17T09:36:00.000-08:00

Sunday, movie with partial bbgt and friends :D Love matters, it talks about how guys only relate sex to love, and how they think that if there is no sex= no love. Haha, so the whole movie is almost about that=.= HAHAH but it was a very movie :D Had dinner at LJS and i went to meet my class girls. Lol, nice time catching up :D AND you know what, we took like 25mins to walk from cine to orchard mrt. It was super SLOW :D but nevertheless it was fun, hanging out with them. ORH HOR, inez tan, you didn't come!!! HAHAHA

Oh oh oh, ytd i went to meet up with melvin, joshua and kim. LOL, i see kim 3 days in a row. Okay, that peicai teacher is so funny. Okay, we went to melvin's house to play mahjong. Hahaha, and you know what, i won :D They lost, i won. Hahha, but also not alot la. HAHAA, had pizza for dinner and went home(: We played for like 4.5h, its super long. And melvin's bro is like i dont know how to say. I NEVER see guys play with soft toys before, he is the first. I was like =.= HAHAHA, and and i think after you teach, your temper becomes very bad, small things that students/small children do can really irritate you. HAHAAHA. LOL, kim agrees okay.

So now i am a even more pcf (pek cek face) when it comes to kids, HAHAHA.

2009-02-14T21:09:00.000-08:00

YESSSSSSSSSS, finally i played ball :D:D:D so happppy la!
Haha, wanted to like play ball since like last week is it, i lost track.
but it just rain everyday and it's seriously getting annoying. HAHA.
But ytd the weather was so nice, and so, i ran down to ny for training.
Haha, went after my tuition and play ball!! The seniors was super funny, ask jiayun. HAHA.

And then suddenly i have a craving for ice-cream, cone some more =.=
HAHAHA, since when did i ever crave for ice-cream?! I think never before lor. Haha.
Then i went to buy and ate. Woah, satisfy my craving, bagus. Hahahaha.
And me and yun walked to the bus interchange. And something weird happen after yun left.
I was sitting at the seats at the interchange, messaging, suddenly a guy sat beside and started this stupid conversation.

Guy: may i know what time is it now?
Me: 9.25pm
Guy: oh you from zhss?
Me: yea (mind you, i was wearing zhss bball tee)
Guy: I was from there too, you know?
Me: (smiles) Okay.
Guy: I saw you from far
Me: (fake smile)
Guy: how's school?
Me: Er, i dont study there anymore. graduated.
Guy: oh is it?
Guy: Can make friends?
Me: er, no, its okay.
Guy: My name is blabla (i forget) (stretches out his hand and wanna shake hand but i ignored)

WALAO HOW =.= IS THAT? I WANNA =.= TILL DIE ALR LOR.

Guy: What's your name?
Me: Er, meifang.
Guy: Oh, meifang, can make friends?
Me: No, its okay.
Guy: can make friends? My name is ___
Me: No its okay.
Guy: can make friends?
Me: NO its okay. thank you.

I WANNA KILL HIM ALR LOR I SWEAR. WANNA JUST ASK HIM TO STOP REPEAT HIM QNS OVER AND OVER AGAIN, ITS SO RETARDED LA.

Finally, he walks away, =.= I was so =.= by what happen. HAHAHA, cos its super stupid.

I train till so tired, already feel like my body going to break apart alr la, then he still come disturb. if i was more energetic, i would have box him. HAHAHA. seriously after the training, i felt like my body was going to break apart. HAHAH, and i feel like just lying on the fall and sleep.
I got back home, bathed and got knock out. HAHA.

Went to ntu talk today w joan and kim. Haha, man, i think the whole world is there. HAHAHAHA. saw alot of people ranging from jeremy, xiaoying, rachel low, cherlyn and dboaters, xiangyu, jaymie, wanyin, jocelyn, zh couple, vanessa(s), inez, councillors, ty, HAHA, its just alot of zhss and ny people there. OH yea saw piglet. HAHAHHAHA. okay i think i am kinda set for chemistry and biological chemistry. (: If not then sports science and management or NIE. Hahaha, NIE, free education and monthly salary of $1480 okay. Haha, but idk, i think i should go enjoy the brand new facilitites for NTU chemistry and biological chemistry.

Wohoo, cheryl passed me money but hahahahha, sorry that you are late for work ): Jiayous working.

Tmr is sunday. tuition and then movie with bbgt and class dinner. (:
MONDAY MONDAY, MAHJONG DAY. (:

oh yar, btw i didn't get the relief pe tcher thing. Nvm, i shall forgive T. HAHHAHA. forgive and forget. HAHAHA.

2009-02-12T22:41:00.000-08:00

I am going down to ny tmr at 10. interview for relief pe tcher.
Well, it's an experience, i might get it i might not, 50 50.
But it's so sian to know that i am being doubted. Okay forget it, life's like this.
No wonder S is so angry the last time, when being doubted by her too.
Cos it really kinda, suck.

Okay yea, i am going to find yt tmr. I swear i am gonna walk there. HAHA, cos i wanna save money. I am so broke. so broke, no money to eat properly, no money to watch movie, no money to shop, no money to even play mahjong, no money no money.

Oh didnt went marina today, cos no money, no money top up ezlink too. So i walk to j8 to meet joan and walk to tuition and walk home. I didn't go xin's house for the mahjong and get together session with ci cos i no money. HAHAHA, no la, that's not the reason, its cos my mama is angry at me, so better not aggitate her :S

Tmr collect new specs, sat meet joan and kimberly(: I am teaching kim's bro and friend, wohooo, but one month trial, =.= HAHA, hope can continue.......

KAY LIFE SUCKS WHEN YOU GOT NO MONEY.

and it makes people depressed and stressed without money.

tmr is friday the 13th, Haha, i told jiayun, friday the 13th, bad luck, and its bad luck for me cos tmr i will be bankrupt, since now i am only left with $4.05

OMG, alakazam, money please APPEAR.

2009-02-12T11:19:00.000-08:00

Last night, lying on my bed, ST messaged,

ST: what are you doing now
Me: Lying on my bed, thinking abt stuffs
ST: What stuffs? (:
Me: Options in life. Options.

Seriously i am broke. Left $8 to the day i get my pay. And when can i get my pay? 1 month later ^*&^#(*$&(#*&$ =.= how to survive! If dan, you are reading this, and if you haven't transferred money to my acc, please either mail the money to me or pass it to me directly. HAHAHAA, transfer into acc, i also can't take it out ): And so now, i can go out to have lunch/dinner or whatever, i can't buy clothes, i can't do alot of things. Haha, so now i am playing crazy taxi and street fighter at home HURHUR =.= ADUGEN...

It's too great a game to play. The stake involved is just too great. And i can't risk it.

2009-02-11T22:55:00.000-08:00

If i could, I'd start over again. If i could, I rather we never met. If I could.. but, it's too late now.

Somehow sitting in zhss classroom yesterday and looking at those two crazy kids, where life only revolves around basketball, homework, tests and sleeping, it rocks. Haha, life is plain simple and this rocks. Haha, although we will always complain abt the tests, and homework, but it was still fun la, cos we had basketball. Haha, lol, for them, haha, they feel sad when they fail tests. LOL it kept me wondering, am i like the same?! HAHA, i dont remember myself doign hmwk and studyng leh, excpet after prelims, but cannot be leh. I am mugger moh. HAHA. and life everyday for them is school, ssp, homework, study for tests, spa and home. Lol, you may think very no life, but hahah, we all go through all these before. And were we happy? Yes. Hahaha.

And i am happy because nutcase got A1 for her maths. Lol, and she says its cos i taught her on sat. But bad news is she failed all the rest, F9. =.= HAHAHA :D but i am confident to make ervything A1. (: HOPE SO, if can i also will be very happy(;

One more tuition assignment, up up up $1220... I hope it will work out (:

2009-02-10T23:48:00.000-08:00

Seriously, i am quite sick of school, the sight of zhss. Haha, i am like there everyday =.=
And i am thinking twice whether to go tmr, cos i am so sick of school. And i think people there see me till sick liaoz. Haha, went 3e6 just now cos its siao ding dong class, =.= that siao ding dong laugh non stop. her laughter is bagus. Tuitioning sheila chua is like equals to listening to her laugh crazily, ask sucker she will tell you that too. Idiot stop being emo la. Okay, i seriously wanna play ball. but i a bit dont feel like going schoool cos i am so sick of it. SERIOUSLY!

Sheila chua is nutcase funny.

AND..........

She sucks. HAHAHHAA bye.

2009-02-08T20:30:00.000-08:00

HAHHAHAHHAHA. OMG. Sheila Chua is super omg funny!! I really bth! She is super funny. i can die laughing at her and that retarded sheena ting. I spent like a lot of time to really teach SC how to complete the square and explaining crystallisation, LOL. Completing the square is classic, she was like eh. eh. eh. And she is like so innocently wondering why she got all her maths assignment wrong. But in actual fact she has copied the numbers down wrongly in the first place. SO if the question is wrong, how do you ecpect the anwers to be right? HAHA. And you all should seriously ask her to pronounce "sugar" She can't do that! you will be super amused by the pronounciation of that word that comes out of her mouth. HAHAHA. And to spice up the lesson, i tried to add in alot of retarded stuffs. Well, from what i have known, humour increases our memory level, so i hope she remembers. OKAY this post is written after i saw sc's post and i can't stop laughing... cos she quoted, 'Illegal substances found in the chromatogram, police will come catch!' HAHA. She is seriously cute.

Okay, tmr is the day! Bball match! wohoooooo. But i was thinking, got tuition teacher go support their students de meh?! HAHAHAH. But lol, i support zhss wohooooo and coach. (: 8 and 14 must jiayous ah! :DD

OH yah, on a super high note, today i went out to the sea. Went to the jetty in the late morning after having breakfast and set off (: Out on a yatch to go out to the sea. The feeling rocks, just closing your eyes, feeling the wind sweeping across your face. And man, i have always loved the sea. Standing at the front of the yatch, with your hands wide open, omg it was a gift. (: I really love it. The sun, the waters, the clear blue sky, this is seriously my love. Man, the feeling rocks. Okay i am going to earn lots of money and no i am not going to buy a car, i will buy a yatch and hire a captain to drive it and bring me out to the sea every weekend. Yes, i will earn money to buy a yatch. (: But crazy, if one day i can really do that, i will be super duper happy. (: HAHA. The feeling rocks, to be out in the sea, and everywhere around you is just the sea. I love the feeling!!!!!!!!! wohooo. I think its like a super wonderful day :D

And and and, i want to share. I have mastered the technique of being a teacher. HAHAHAH! you know you know, like the teacher aura. Like in class when you are super talkative, and when your teacher either looks at you or just call out your name, you will immediately shut up. You see, primary school kids are like little devils, they are not like young adults who knows that they should not interrupt the class because the teacher is teaching, so they will just keep talking and talking, interrupting the class. Now, when they talk, I will turn and stare at them, and they immediately quieten down, HAHAHAH! that day a student say, " eh teacher, you very fierce leh, your look very scary" HAHHAHAHA. i am like laughing inside. Haha, considering the size of my eyes, i can actually scare them with my stare, i think its a feat. HAHAHAH, don't you all think so? (: Actually one tip for all tuition teacher or teachers wanna be, never let your students climb over your head. You have to be able to control them. You may think love can change them, but seriously, you need control over your students before they will listen to you. (: If you are a nice nice teacher, your future will be super difficult, cos they will make you vomit blood. But if you are very assertive and you have a control over them, it makes things easier(: But just be firm with your words, don't be as crazy as "your voice can never be louder than mine" HAHAH or never be like tanananana.

Okay this is miss moh talking. HAHAHAH. seriously next time must i tell students that my surname is yuen. Miss yuen? I think they will laugh their heads off. =.=

2009-02-07T19:54:00.000-08:00

Banky - My Regret

It's too late now still I've got something to say
Girl I'm sorry that I treated you that way
Time has gone now and the moment has passed
When I had the chance to try and make us last
All alone now and it's no ones fault but mine
Couldn't see the truth I had them blinded eyes
You got moved on still I don't give a damn
Gotta get this off my chest while I can
Every single hour of every single dayI wish more and a more
And I don't know what to say
I knew I closed the door
Your gone and on your way
But now, I need you, I need you
[Chorus] [2x]

Wanna take it back to the day when we first met
If I could I'd start all over again
Our love is my regret

Should have known then what I know now
Dying every second that your not around
Should have been there
When you needed me babe
Now i'm by myself on my bended knee
Should have loved you
While I had the chance to
Couldn't realize that your were the truth
Should have showed you
What you meant to me
Baby now I see that you are my queen
Every single hour of every single dayI wish more and a more
And I don't know what to say
I knew I closed the door
Your gone and on your way
But now, I need you, I need you
[Chorus]
[Repeat]

Wanna take it back to the day when we first met
If I could I'd start all over again
Our love is my regret

This is a great song! I like the song. Very nice, you all should listen. Especially the chorus, :DDD

Okay, i went for tuition in the morning, okay i was super tired because in the end i only slept at 1plus last night. Haha, tuition only supposed to be 2h but i teach till 1pm. Hahaha, i was super amused by 8's retarded laughter, omg its super funny. And she is super funny. Haha, just feel lke calling them 8 and 14. Haha. Okay. I was super tired after i left the place, i went sembawang, had lunch and i slept all the way till 5 plus. And now i am back home. Just when i feel like playing ball, the sky looks as if its going to rain, but it has been an hour and it hasn't rain. Damn.

Wanna take it back to the day when we first met
If i could I'd start all over again
Our love is my regret.

Very nice (: No extra labels here, yep. Nice song. Yes, monday is coming :DD

2009-02-06T23:02:00.000-08:00

Monthly pay rose to $900! yes, one more class on sunday. Wohooooooo.
Today went nike warehouse sales(:
Rushed to tuition, teach from 5-8pm. WOHOOO, $105 okay!
Went to make spectacles, and collect pay.
Going sheila chua's house tmr. HAHAHAHA, okay i think its weird to give her tuiiton.
i think should be veyr funny ba.
OKAY BYEBYE! GO SLEEP LE!!

2009-02-05T09:10:00.000-08:00

Okay life super rockso for me right now at this point in time. WOHOOOOO!
who says i am unemployed. LOL!
although i seem like i am not working, my monthly income now is $770 okay!
That's is from tutoring, wohooo. LIFE ROCKSO, easy job, high pay.
Yay, and my two new students are SUPER CUTE.
i hope they will never ever come to my site because, hahahha, dont want them to know i think they are cute. if not i kanna suanx die.

so its like $500 a month for teaching them, sheila and sheena ting! HAHA.
went sheena's house ytd after ny training, she is damn retarded -.-
i was at sheena's ting house till 11.30pm and 11pm for two consecutive days le okay.
doing my job as a teacher, lol, didn't expect her mama to wanna pay me. HAHAHA.
okay so now life is like basketball and having fun. SO IT TOTALLY ROCKS.
seriously with my life like this and having a monthly income of $770, what more can i say.
if i get two more students, omg, life is PERFECT.

And man, i win money for mahjong and life rocks. lol.

And somehow, where is cheryl dan? STOP WORKING, you workaholic. haha.

I will just sit back in my chair and wait for schools to call me for relief teaching or shake leg for the rest of my life. OKAY. Coach gave me $250 ytd, okay i felt like omg. I am employed. But i wanna find more students, to pay him back de money. I rather do it for free than to take money from him and anyway i am more than happy to do it for free. (:

Going zhss now, HAHAHA :D so free right... Favourite teacher asked me to get breakfast for her since i am so free. HAHA, okay so till then take care, i am meeting my QT primary 5 class tonight again. Yay!

And damn it zhss lost to scgs. All of them are so emo now, kays, but well what coach says is right, (: I hope they will give in their all and play their best for cedar's match.

New word, NdoubleOB = Noob. HAHHA. Kaex byes.

2009-02-02T10:30:00.000-08:00

Haha, suddenly i feel that it rocks to be umemployed. HAHA.
Was complaining last night online to people that i am so damn emo and sad life.
cos i am gonnna watch my juniors game at ccab alone, like follow their bus to ccab.
then watch then back to zhss and tada, that's my day. -.-
HAHA. how sad right, but but but, thanks to unemployed folks out there,
which i think there is still alot, they brightened my day.
I've been like fantasizing about a mahjong game since sunday, and just when i thought that i am gonna lead a sad sad life today
I got a message from nana, for a moment i could see halo. Haha, "wanna mahjong at 5plus tmr at emily's house?" HAHAHAHAA.
Man, what's more, she also intended to watch the juniors match. At that moment, i feel like singing, "lonely no more" HAHAHA. So yay, later, emily, just and cheryl gonna watch the match and my life aint sad anymore. Sheena, i am watching you WAHAHAHA.

^^(@*$&(*&($@ to melvin cos the whole day i have been trying to contact him and he only replied like when i have fallen asleep. Nvm, haha, another mj session on fri with jc classmates. wohoo. I shall buy newspapers and start looking for job soon i guess.

Yay bball rocks. I am gonna be the next mahjong pro. HAHAHHAA. LOL. i take it back.

2009-02-01T20:29:00.000-08:00

Okay, i have reached the period where i think my blog sucks again.
How many times have i mention before that i hate my blog?

Okay, great news,
here it is.
I QUIT MY JOB!
okay, so now i am like super free.
and yea everyday 6pm i will be somerset mrt waiting. HAHA
for FGS to appear.

Okay just crapping, lala, i hate my blog, i wanna chnage my layout.

Lost like crazy ytd at ny coach hse and at coach wong house.
Okay, something OMG, me and elaine won shihui and joshua for mj!
Haha, they are like super pros and we won. Kay, no big deal.
YES, TMR IS MONDAY
and there is no work for me.
LIFE ROCKS.

my blog sucks.

2009-01-28T03:52:00.000-08:00

Went for zhss training, okay the new indoor court is super cool. Like omg, it makes people feel like training you know, its super nice. COOL. I am so going for training every week until i find a new job. actually i hope i don't find a new job like this. Haha, lol. Okay i am so going to win all the juniors money this saturday. Haha, life is great playing ball, (: Okay i am officailly quitting my job on saturday, yay, february will be a great month ahead. I hope next wed comes quickly!

2009-01-19T23:13:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ef9b1JgLnpU

Thug it out till we get it right. I love this song. This is the make-me-feel-like-drinking song. Haha. Yet, i still love it. It's an addictive song.

I like it just the way you are, can you handle me the way i are.

2009-01-19T06:22:00.000-08:00

Happiness is a choice.

We always think life will get better when we graduate. finish school and get a job. get married. have some kids.

Buy a house. And a car. Have a condo. Go for a holiday.

Then we get frustrated cos our children are not old enough.

Need to wait for them to get old.

And get iritated by the constant mortgage bills and credit card payments we have to fork out.

We tell and console ourselves tommorow will be another day, a happier day.

When finally our girlfriends and spouses, our boyfriends and best friends will get their act together.

We tell ourselves it is tommorrow that we might strike lottery.

Tommorow always seems to be the happier, but when tommorrow comes happy does not.

But hey come to think about it, pause.

Why wait for tommorrow to be happy?

Why not start today. If not now, then when. If not here then where?

It would always have seemed that for life to start, we need to get rid of the obstacles.

The bills, the problems we have, the exams to clear, the jobs to find.

But the more we come to think of it, the more the problems come.

But hey, wait a minute.

Aint those problems not just obstacles in our way.

Obstacles that represent life itself.

And often we come to find that we cant find that road to happiness.

Till we realize happyness is the road. The pursuit of happyness can end today.

Cos happyness is not a destination, not a journey but a choice.

That you can make today. Not tommorrow. Today.

So go home now and think about all the things that you can choose to be happy about.

If you cant, sing yourself a Happy Birthday song or buy a Happy Meal.

There is always a reason to be happy.

HAHAHA so be happy everyone!

2009-01-19T06:19:00.000-08:00

The Quiz of Life

Don’t bother getting a pen and paper… just read… if you can’tanswer them, just keep going.

1. Name the five wealthiest people in the world.
2. Name the last five Heisman trophy winners.
3. Name the last five winners of the Miss America contest.
4. Name ten people who have won the Nobel or Pulitzer prize.
5. Name the last five Academy Award winners for Best Actor and Actress.

How did you do?

The point is, none of us remembers the headliners of yesterday. These are no second-rate achievers. They’re the best in their fields. But the applause dies. Awards tarnish. Achievements are forgotten. Accolades and certificates are buried with their owners.

Now here’s another quiz. See how you do on this one:

1. Name three teachers who aided your journey through school.
2. Name three friends who helped you through a difficult time.
3. Name five people who have taught you something worth while.
4. Think of a few people who have made you feel appreciated and special.
5. Think of five people you enjoy spending time with.

Easier?

The lesson?

The people who make a difference in your life aren’t the ones with the most credentials, the most money, or the most awards. They’re the ones who care. Every single day of life lets live with an attitude of gratitude!

Well, seriously, this is nice.

2009-01-18T22:36:00.000-08:00

No more whinings, just finish off my last week of work and it's cny. Yay. Good food, new clothes, new things, and money money rolling in. Just the right time when i'm broke. (: And it will be a new new year. 987 is cool.

2009-01-17T22:38:00.000-08:00

Well, i am so going to tell you guys why i should just go bang the wall.

1) I complain, complain and complain about work.
2) So i gave advance notice and so now i am so quitting on 23 Jan.

Things don't end here..

3) And now i fret about what job to go for next. LOL.

YUEN MEI FANG WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU!

Haha, i really should go bang wall. Haha! Say no to admin, say no to low paying jobs, say no to boring jobs. Lol in the end, no more choices. Now that adult fare is killing me, and sucking all the money in me, where should i find a job at? HAHAHAHA. okay, i am just so difficult. Kill me please. Haha. Okay, bang the wall please.

2009-01-16T22:10:00.000-08:00

This is the super cute boy boy that seriously melt me. Omg, he is like super cute. He is 2 years old only. He calls me "jie jie" and then he was like happily eating la! Lol he is eating a fish burger.

His ah ma ask him to offer me the fish, but he shakes his head. And when he is done with the fish, only left the bread, he offered me the bread -.- HOW SMART RIGHT?! (: Lol, haha, he runs in a super cute way and lol he chose to hand me the money rather than yj whahahahhaa. His hair is super cute and he looks damn good when he smiles. Lol, he really make me and yj day ytd. Super CUTE!

Okay, here's the picture of the place that is imprisoning me. Haha.

So these two days i have been busy teaching tuition, and i love my p5 science class (:

Today's P6 science is like hell. Next week i will bring rope and masking tape to shut those noisy and rowdy kids. They really got me cursing.

But the thought of cute boy boy can really make me happy alr. He is so cute. I told him, i will wait for him to grow up. HAHAHAHHAHHA!

Today's my aunt birthday, although she is not around anymore, but well ahma still thinks you are around, I hope you are fine at wherever you are, and i miss you alot. Happy birthday. I still remember our subway date.

2009-01-14T07:04:00.000-08:00

"Have you shop for your new year clothes?"

Joan ask me this question 3 times in like 30mins. I was like "??, how many times do you want to ask that question?!" Hahaha. Nice time catching up, and i got rather excited cos we went to walk around and i saw nice nice tops, which will really suck the money out of me. Haha. Meet up with class girls next week (:

Okay things i wanna do :
1) Dye hair
2) Maybe learn driving
3) Shopping

With number 3, life rocks. Haha.

2009-01-11T21:53:00.000-08:00

Swear i'm gonna quit soon, okay that will be my resolution for this month.
So meanwhile, hunt for new job. And i still don't know how to use facebook -.-

I am going to watch yueniang and chen xi special ending now!

2009-01-11T17:13:00.000-08:00

What do i wanna blog about? OMG I FORGOT -.-

Edited.

Haha, i remember already. Like usual every sunday i have to wake up early early to buy breakfast for my family. So like usual, i will go to buy breakfast with that just-got-out-of-bed look. Then suddenly when i was on the way, a random though ran through my mind, "WHAT IF I SEE MY STUDENT?" Hahahaha, at that point i was like, pls don't pls don't. In my heart i am like thinking, i am a teacher, i can't appear like sloppily in front of my student, like spoil image. Haha, jsut when i was thinking and thinking about this, "MEIFANG" HAHAHA, but phew, it was casherine. Okay, and she said i looked as if i didn't sleep last night haha. Okay, i wanted to blog to remind myself that next time i go anywhere i must maintain my image in case i ever see any one of my students. HAHA.

Okay, last night bbq @ school, had fun, and i am very determined to go training this tuesday (:

2009-01-09T22:40:00.000-08:00

I just have one question, what am i to you?

Actually why am i hesitating? Idk. I think jeep sing is draining me, ytd i took a photo of js, wanna show the world the photo of the place that is killing me, but haha, i am too lazy to upload it. HAHA. Omg i really wanna quit, but I can't. I wanna quit cos I feel i am like so deprived, can't play can't have fun. AHHHHH. Pls release me from that place. Idk, seriously, have lots of questions, but i don't wish to find out answers for them.

JUST DAMN IT.

you and you, it's killing me.

2009-01-05T21:15:00.000-08:00

Yay bought my organiser, but it costs me like $23.10 wakaoz, and this price is after 20% discount. Haha, complain complain already still buy. Haha alamak my life have been surrounded by amk, canberra and edulink recently. Haha like seriously omg. Soon it will become amk amk amk. Today like sots one, went back amk and i started being very happy, also don't know why. Lol. Haha, i think its cos i saw yt hahahha. yes thursday will be at amk. wohoooo! work with yt. Okay this is like a super lame post but yea, just don't bother reading, but actually don't think people knows my blog. Haha, so yea, bye byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Oh yea, and today eileen came to buy uniform, haha everyone take care.

when i don't say anything, it doesn't mean i don't care.

Oh yea heard this from 987 recently again, "As we grow, we learn to open our eyes, but true friends learn to close their eyes" Aiya its somthing like that la, i don't really remember it already. Haha

2009-01-04T12:54:00.000-08:00

Basketball shaped me, basketball changed me.
The good the bad, it's with basketball.
The winning, the losing, the laughters, the sorrows.
Somehow, basketball really changed my life.
And now, waves as things fade away.

You don't know how much those words affected me.
You have no idea.

2009-01-03T18:20:00.000-08:00

7/1 Wed 6-7.15pm Primary 4 science (Maria Grazia)
7.30-8.45pm Primary 3 science (Maria Grazia)
9/1 Friday 7.30pm-9pm Primary 5 science (Edulink)
10/1 Sat 9-10.30am Secondary 2 Mathematics (Edulink) TBC

Okay i need an organiser to organise my life now. Adult fare has got me to think twice and thrice about how i travel around. Btw, i have not taken a single cent from my mom for at least one month okay, i am paying for my own expenses like permanently. Haha. Still deciding whether i should go century square to get the organiser, or should i just settle for art box. Lots of things i wanna do but i got no time. Somebody lend me primary 3 and 4 science textbooks please.

I haven't gone for training for like 3 weeks. or is it 4. walao. but think even though like this, i became slimmer. hahaha.

To NKX: btw tmr i not going with you all kay. are you free on wed night? Dan wants to ask you all out. Ask cher, ruth they all and anyone you wanna call, but she says only girls. yea. go out with her friends, i dont know who, but yea, should be soccer girls. Idk.

kthxbye

2009-01-02T22:12:00.000-08:00

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be, Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet, And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street. So I'm not moving. I'm not moving. Haha, suddenly my mind has the song repeating. Haha, this song is cute. Haha, especially "I'm not... broke. I'm just a broken hearted man" Hahaha, can imagine dan saying "Stop stop stop, please stop" Haha, she hates the song cos of my singing. ): Hahaha, but the song is nice okay.

Alright its 2009 already(: countdown-ed with dbers. Had lots of fun but ended up half deaf and half a transexual. Haha, my voice gets a little too low when it passes 3 or 4am, hahah, i wonder why. But yea, lost my voice now, and sounds like half a transexual. I say half because its alot better than how it was on prom night. LOL. Haha. Lol, but i hope it will be fine tmr, cos i am going for my instructors training workshop and i can't afford to sound like this, if not maybe they won't even give me a class.

Oh today, finally i could knock off early, walked around and eat eat eat. (: buy buy buy. somehow it had been long since i like really talk to or spend time with power napper. Haha. Oh yea, saw YT, i shall be nice and not expose her secret. She shall confess everything to me on monday. (:

Next week is the 5th jan week, my two weeks of 10am-10pm, 7 day work week is coming. LOL

2008-12-29T06:08:00.000-08:00

Ah my gawds ah my gawds i just accepted two tuition offer. P6 and S1 class. I am a tutor. Oh no, die die die, what if i teach wrongly, what if i can't teach, and walao my voice so boring. And what if they laugh at my zao xiaaa voice? walao,sure laugh one. tsk and am i called miss yuen? oh no. OH MAN.

2008-12-28T21:20:00.000-08:00

Somehow some things are back to haunt. Forgive and forget haha, that's what we always read about. Sometimes its easy to forgive cos we only got one life and we should live it to the fullest, but things that really mean a lot, its not that easy to forget. It takes months, it takes lots of "counting sheeps" nights, and now the clock returns to its starting position again. Its really like a runner who has already completed his race but was told that because of certain circumstances, the race is disqualified. And now, he has to run that stupid, long tedious race all over again.

Today was sec2 gathering, good attendance, its like 17 of us went. Haha, i was thinking, lol, why did i even say i wanna go, cos i have already lost contact with them all already. Haha, but it was still fun. Nice time catching up. Had steamboat, after that went to outside NLB to sit down and talk. Lol, we sat in a circle and chatted for hours. The security was alerted, haha, cos we are said to attract alot of public attention cos it looked like there is some performance or whatever going on. Haha, alot of onlookers and sorts. funny. Shop shop shop then went home. Haha, the guys are going into army in one week's time. Haha, my this sec2 class makes it a point to meet up every year know, haha.

Heard this on 987 the other day, "Don't say sorry for expressing your love for someone, because you are saying sorry for telling the truth. "

(:

2008-12-27T06:06:00.000-08:00

Okay recently have been working, meeting up with friends, dinner, movies and catching up. Haha things like first three month class outing, sec2 outing. HAHA. i wonder why they are all cramp in this week. Met fav teacher twice this week and i did shopping. It totally rocks. Haha, recently spent more time with the family, as in i really sit down and talk to them like what is going on for me recently. Its really the first time i am trying to do that, and i think its good. Like yea know more about my brother and mom. (: Haha, okay shopping rocks, so to keep this feeling on going, i must work hard and earn more money so that i can shop shop shop! HAHA

Btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEL BEL. (:

Well, evrybody take care.

2008-12-24T06:03:00.001-08:00

Lng-ing is really not a good feeling.

Luckily christmas is here. HOLIDAY (: YES.

2008-12-23T23:46:00.000-08:00

YES MAN is super funny. it has been long that i found a movie worth watching, and finally, yep yes man is definitely worth watching. (: funny,stupid and crazy ideas. good movie

2008-12-20T19:10:00.001-08:00

I dont know but yea, just be happy! (: Happy rocks.

Life rockso, shoppingggg all the way!! Didn't went training today. Uh have an interview for tutoring, dead tired. And only ended at 8.30pm. Officially working at tuition centre next year(: but well, this doesn't mean i am teaching, just working there. Haha. But i wanna teach cos teach can earn more money (: But for that,will require another round of interview,hmm not easy to get tutoring job because zero experience.. siann.

Yay meeting up with fav teacher tmr and then work work work. I have to earn lotsa money, to buy lotsa things. Shoppingg rockso. Haha. YES MAN!

2008-12-18T05:31:00.000-08:00

Somehow, haha, life rocks. Funny sounds from shoes of kid could really trigger some laughing gas. Haha, oh and barney suit with a cute tail and purple crocs too. Somehow, laughing till your face goes red rocks. Haha. (: Well life have been like very good. Cos almost every day i eat good. I eat good food and yea life rocks. Coolio. And yea shopping, did a lot of shopping and buy new clothes. Happy happy. Okay, i guess i will have free dinner tmr night. Haha, zhonghua annual bball bbq, did i mention before that free food taste the best? Haha, quite true to some extent la, haha, it works especially when you are super hungry. Haha.

We were both young when i first saw you. Hahahaha!

2008-12-13T21:58:00.000-08:00

Sometimes its really weird how technology has empowered us yet really made us vulnerable or perhaps weaker, weaker in terms of interpersonal skills. i really feel that people nowadays really lack social skills. incapable to express themselves properly, well that includes myself. its sometimes weird that people who care alot for one another end up quarrelling. end up not talking. is it that too much concern kills? or is it the lack of communication? its weird that people thought they know their friends a lot when they dont really know themselves. its weird that friends dont quarrel, but very close friends quarrel. its weird that we all care for another but dont know how to tell the other person that we care.

each one of us is bias, as in we treat different friends differently. and to my special friend, what makes everything worth it is that you are happy. this year had been a really up and down year for me. experienced a lot, learnt a lot. grown up quite a bit. this year, for all the cakes i have, i made the same wish. actually every year i make the same wish. yea, for my friends and the people around me to be happy. and yea i am sure this coming year will be a great year. so people, do take care and stay happy.(:

recently yea, have been working. i think it is getting more and more exciting(: haha. see you all soon!

2008-11-27T10:40:00.000-08:00

Hi, life after A's has been great, if not, marvelous.
Haha, its like a do-whatever-you-want kind of thing.

And yesterday was a great day.
Haha,went jiayun house to eat lunch tgt and i head off to my first interview.
kay, i have never been to a interview, and i think it was refreshing and fun.
Haha, well, will they want me?

After that went back jiayun house, well, did smth super funny.
we laugh like crazy, it was super funny and tiring.
more funny than what happened btw me,coach and yun on monday.
HAHAHAHHAA. okay first time ever. but well, evrybody has their first time. (:

And yea, headed off to bukit batok for another interview.
sitting down in the mrt cabin, suddenly i saw xinmin. LOL.
like so coincidental. its like we just parted ytd night on the train
and i saw her again. FATE.
Haha, she was going to meet bel they all. how funny.

Haha, okay and i had my funniest interview EVER.
Oh my, IF my application is successful,

hi world, yuen mei fang is going to put on make up.
and wear at least 1 inch heels. HAHA.

Went home to change and met bel, ruth, xm, ni ni and cheryl.
went to prawn and chomp.
okay! I CAUGHT A PRAWN!
okay and this prawn cost me $15.
one prawn in one hour =.=

Seriously a super funny and fun day!
kay, today going haji lane.
and i think i will see xm and ni ni today again.
Haha..

2008-10-18T20:20:00.000-07:00

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind.
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time.
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
I never found the words to say.
Because love is a strange and funny thing.
But all i wish for is your forgiveness.

NICE SONG(:

2008-10-09T22:44:00.000-07:00

two chocolates, played ball, soccer and sing songs.
life can be that simple yet so so enjoyable.
(:

tmr is graduation day.

2008-10-04T21:18:00.000-07:00

Life's so much more interesting when you got a ___.
HAHAHHA!
one week to graduation.
5 weeks to As.
jiayous!
(:

2008-09-22T11:14:00.000-07:00

The Story Of Life

Sometimes people come into your life and you know
right away that they were meant to be there,
to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson,
or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become.

You never know who these people may be
(possibly your roommate,neighbour, coworker, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger)
*but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.*

And sometimes things happen to you may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first,
but in reflection you find that
without overcoming those obstacles
you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart.

Everything happens for a reason.
Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck.
Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness,
and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul.
Without these small tests, whatever they maybe,
life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere.
It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.
The people you meet who affect your life,
and the success and downfalls you experience,
help to create who you are and who you become.

Even the bad experiences can be learned from.
In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones.
If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them,
for they have helped you learn about trust
and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart.

If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally,
not only because they love you, but because
in a way, they are teaching you to love
and how to open your heart and eyes to things.

Make every day count.

Appreciate every moment and
take from those moments everything that you possibly can
for you may never be able to experience it again.
Talk to people that you have never talked to before, and actually listen.
Let yourself fall in love, break free,
and set your sights high.
Hold your head up because you have every right to.
Tell yourself you are a great individual and
believe in yourself, for if you don’t believe in yourself,
it will be hard forothers to believe in you.
You can make of your life anything youwish.
Create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely
no regrets.

Most importantly,
if you LOVE someone tell him or her,
for you never know what tomorrow may have in store.

And learn a lesson in life each day that you live.

That’s The Story Of Life.

=- [*monkey*moh//] `bo see diam` |

Vulnerable

=- [monkeymoh//] `bo see diam` |