i guess nobody will understand my feeling at this moment..
so contridicting..
ah!!..

i feel out of place..
because of some words...
what he said really shoot me straight through my heart..
sometimes i ask myself..
do i really have what it takes to belong?

actualy wan tel you but i guess like u had heard loads from me?
so told bekah..
i feel that she will understand better..
but she hadda go out..
and went offline quite fast..
after talking out my feelings..
felt much better.

but now like become the same again..
but i guess there's nothing wrong with the team..
but its me..
its what i feel..


feeling quite sad lo.
but wat to do..
its me who cannot prove myself..
i am useless.
good for nothing...








lousy freak.
i hate myself for being me