Wednesday, November 09, 2005 Y 8:00 PM

guess i am really very lazy..
actually didn't feel like blogging der..
but aiya...
3 days nv blog so come blog lo..
hahz..
actually also no mood come online..
now almost everyday come home so tired..
dun even have energy to move...
how to come online..
only able to force myself to watch full house..
haiyyo...
really nth much to say..
too busy to have any time to sit down to talk..
not to even think abt other things..
except only things that affect greatly at the moment..
i really hope i can pull thru..
i can surpass mysef..
i can have a breakthru..
just focus...
and do not think negative first..
if things do not go right..
think of how u can make it better the next time..
hmm......
tml ending at 11.30am..
3 hrs before training....
hope things go on well..
wish for happiness for all..
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don't wish to feel those tears anymore..
i hate the feeling of losing..
not bcos i am defeated by others..
but being defeated by myself..
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this is wat i read from comics..
"Don't you find it a waste to give up only at the last hurdle..
where u have already past the others...."
so....
hang on..
although its tough..
but its worth it...
at least give a shot..