expect the unexpected..
great dreams bring about disappointments..
by then..
i guess..
its only left with a few..
people will be too busy..
and it ends up with none..
a hope too big might end up to be a day so so bad..
the light to allow me to live thru my dreams..
willing to sacrifice..
but afraid that this sacrifice will cause my misery..
misery will stop the heart beating..
only..
only the chosen one has the power..
only you can dig it up again..
dusting away the misery and sorrows..
and make it beats once again..
yearn to hear my heart thump..
and feel it jump..
its the day i shall be revived..
and feel myself again...
but..
you chose to be so cold..
hmm....
bad begets bad..
good begets good..?
its still a big question mark..

today looking for flyer distribution work..
den looked up newspaper..
called companies..
but it was like either very far..
or timing not right..
cos this week shudb quite free..
next week sure got job..
so now i wan do flyer job..
is easy and fast money..
dunno la..
main aim not say wan earn money..
but is like..
can have money and let time pass faster..
so dun mind lo...