went for training today..
was not that tough la..
but to me, maybe sort of a bit..
come back..
whole body wan to collapse..
falling into pieces..

you left..
left even before i cud say a word..
i have to hang on..
hang on till i have the courage to tell you..
i hope tml is possible..
i really hope so..
although mayb it is not as irritating..
and also quite good..
but in order for me to be happy..
and to stay problem-less...
you have to free me..
i noe i might be letting you down..
but having such thoughts..
already made me not fit to be in the team..
cos the happiness is gone..
and being there might be a blunder...
blunder to the team..

heys..
they will be back tml..
FINALLY..
after 5 long days..
how was the OBS..
did ya enjoy it?..
hahhaz...
this 5 days..
might be considered as the most dreadful week..
although five days not considered very long nor very short..
but..
so many things happened this week..
meihui..
haiz..
dunno wat to do to console her..
most probably have to retain..
cried a while over it..
den after recess..
still happily go play daidi..
hahz..
she arh..
but maybe is also good lo..
its better not to brood so much over it..
wat done is done..
the least that can be done..
is plead her mother..
and to plead the teachers..
den do well in REs..
hope things can go well for her..
things come so overwhelming this week..
that is a bit too much..
but nvm..
things gonna come to an end soon..
very fast..
it will come to an end..
please allow me..
and set me free..