having sort of a mixed feeling..
doesn't seem like moving..
being rooted to the ground..
yeaps..
i can go out..
but what's the point of going out..
and leaving halfway thru..
i dun like that..
i really dun..
sometimes i rather dun go out..
asking me to leave halfway..
i feel very* i dunno how to say..
but is not good..

but if i dun..
i will be so sian-ed and start going gaga..
ok la..
go out, u give me money..
but wat i wan is not money..
to me, money is not that important..
just let me out for once till 10..
i'll be most satisfied..
but i guess u wun..
even 8pm is a problem..
or mayb 730..

ok la..
dun wan think so much abt this..
hmm..
suddenly remembered that
i have not seen xinying
very long le..
hhahahz..